The Sky Under The Sea. {Sequel To Lead Me Out Of The Dark.}

Chapter 35:Sleepwalking.

Zundra's P.O.V:

 

I wasn't sleeping like Austin thought I was, I was just sitting in the back lounge with Robert. Spending as much time with him before he turns one is so important to me right now. He is growing up way to fast and I just need to be there every step of the way.

I heard the door shut and I assumed it was one of the guys getting something from their bunk but the footsteps didn't stop at a bunk it stopped in front of the door. I was getting scared, I hope it wasn't a drunk band member or some crazy fan merging in and abducting me. The door opened slowly and I prepared myself for whoever it was. There he stood, my tall handsome fiancee. He didn't look the same, he looked different, like he was crying. "Austin?" It came out more as a whisper. I wasn't sure if he heard it but he stepped into the room and walked over to me and Robert. "We need to talk." Was all he said. I was scared he was going to tell me he was leaving me or wanted to separate and take our kids with him. I nodded my head, letting him know to continue.

"I don't want to be here. Every things so stressful, you should be at home relaxing. Not on the road in pain. It kills me to see you like this, I can't even do anything to make you feel better. I just want to go home and spend time with you, our son and soon our daughter." I took a deep breath and I could feel the tears stinging my eyes, threatening to spill out any minute. "Austin, I had no idea you hated it here so much. I'm sorry but we can't leave, you have fans to please and they need you. I'll be fine. I still perform, I just recently got moved to the acoustic basement so you don't have to worry as much. Never Shout Never will be there and sometimes Sleeping With Sirens. I'm just in a lot pain because of the baby, there's nothing you or even me could do to stop it from happening."

I stop talking and just look at him. "Please, be strong Austin, I need you, your kids need you and your fans need you. It will all be over soon." He sighs and nods his head. I place my hand on his thigh. "Don't worry so much, please?" He puts his hands on his face and shakes his head. His body starts shaking and I can hear little whimpers here and there. I get up and sit in front of him. "Baby, please, it will be alright. I'm fine, our sons fine, our daughters healthy and most importantly your healthy." I grab his wrist and pull his arms done from his face. His eyes red and puffy, tears falling freely. He's never been like this and I just want him to be happy.

"I'm sorry." He mumbles between sobs. I shake my head and now I can feel the tears flowing freely down my face. "Don't be." I whisper. He leans forward and wraps his arms around me. He pulls me closer to him and just holds me, both of us crying.

After awhile we both got tired and decided to go and lay in our bunk with Robert. "I love you." I hear Austin whisper. I look up, removing my gaze from Robert and look Austin in the eyes. "I love you too." I whisper back. He smiles, that smile just makes me melt, I haven't seen it in awhile. I giggle and leans over Robert to kiss Austin. I feel him smile and I pull away and look at Robert. He was sound asleep, he looked so much like Austin, it was crazy. I hope our daughter looks like me.

I just laid there, my hand in Austin's. I could hear the soft snores from Austin, I looked over at him and just watched as his chest rose with every breath then fell back down. He was so perfect and I honestly don't know how I ever got somebody so amazing like him. He really changed my life and I couldn't ask for a better life. I love my family, my friends and my fans. If I didn't have them, I wouldn't be here. I'm not sure if my parents are proud of me but I know they're looking down at me and are telling me to be strong. I can just hear my mom saying, "Keep your head up, be strong and don't ever forget to smile." She always use to say that to me when I was going through hard times, always. I miss them more than ever but I know this is what they would of wanted. For me to settle down and start a family. So this time I'll make them proud.

Sorry for the short update, I'm kind of updating from school so I don't have a lot of time. I'll try and update as soon as I can.