Ziam~For now

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A/N i think i said in the last one-shot that this was going to be a Zarry one but I changed my mind because i feel kind of bad for Liam right now!

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I looked down at my hands as I blushed. Zayn didn't say anything and I didn't dare to look at him. I knew deep down that I shouldn't have told him in the first place. I guess that the only reason i told him is probably becaause he acted like he was in love with me too. How could i be so stupid? Of course he would never fallin love with me. I'm not normal. I'm wird and disgusting for being gay.

"You're not disgusting" Zayn said. Holy fudgecake I said that outloud! i stood up  and walked towards the door. He grabbed my hand and I looked down. We just stood like that for some time. Well, i stood and he sat down. My heart would probably explode any minute now. He looked away from me with his eyes glued to the wall.

I don't know for how long we stood like that but i couldn't stand this anymore so I let go and hurried to my room. This was the stupidiest thing I've ever done. I quickly opened the door and rushed to the bed.

"I'm not going to cry" I told myself but the tears fell down my cheeks and didn't stop. somewhere in all the crying I drifted off to sleep. I slept deeply and dreamlessly. Somewhere in all that I felt my heart beat faster and I became warm.

Someone's arm were wrapped around securely around my waist. My heart beated fast and i felt warm on the inside. It could only be one person. Zayn. Even though I hadn't opened my eyes yet I was sure it was him. I snuggled closer to his chest and my smile grew wider. i know i should be careful, maybe he's just doing this because he feels bad for me, but right now I didn't care. I just have to deal with the problems later. Right now everything was pefect.

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