Fallout ~ Danisnotonfire, AmazingPhil

It feels Like It's All Coming Down

*Phil's P.O.V*

There was no getting out of this conversations now. Or lives or our lies were about to be revealed.

"Come on Phil." She sighed raising her eyebrows.

I took a deep breath, "Dan and I well, we don't really... well.. we just don't get on anymore."

"Well why the fucking hell would you hide that minor detail?!" She snapped.

I winced.

"That one fact would ruin our careers and without each other we'd still be nothing even if we hate each other."

"You know I have never understood you two or how the hell you guys are so popular." She groaned. "But trust me this little" She paused. "This little issue will not go unmentioned.

"Sally." I moaned grabbing her wrist. "Look we can't let the world know yet. Our show will be over, you'll lose listeners. And our lives will be in shreds. Our career will go down hill and we 'all have to move away. Just imagine Dan. He's struggling enough now. Don't do this!"

She kept her head turned away from me. I could feel the anger raging through her. She yanked her arm out of my grip as her head snapped around.

"Look, Philip, I don't give a shit about your careers and to be honest I don't really give a fuck about audience retention. That's not what the pay me for so your coming with me."

For some reason I used to assume Sally would be some sweet young woman in this crowd of nerds and techies but she's revealed she truly has a hidden side. As I followed her down the corridor to hell. The distance seemed to be inevitably increasing. I was dizzy from worrying.

Where was Dan?

I didn't have a clue. Everyone had just taken him away. But I'm the only thing he has close to a friend.

*Dan's P.O.V*

They were trying. They were. But no one could end the pain. I'd need a miracle. I'd need every last bit of hope to make it through. God knows where Phil was. I knew it was pathetic but I hoping he'd come after me again. He'd probably be super pissed that I couldn't cope. Sometimes I end up imagining our friendship was still working which leads to believing he still cares but when I open my eyes he's different.

We're still there for each other. We've never really had any other friends to be honest. Its just been me and him. Cris and PJ were in LA filming 'Oscar's Hotel' and no one else was close enough to know. We're all we've got even if all we've got is hate.

"Dan?" Various members if staff ee:'re trying to get words out of my mouth whilst others returned to the studio to get on with the next show.

"I just... need to go home." I splurted out in between tears.

"Sally?" I heard Phil's voice as a red-faced Sally stormed down the corridor towards us.

She stopped inches from my face glaring into my eyes.

"You!" She hissed." You two liars don't deserve anything you've got. I hope this is your last fucking day here or god help you beacuse I will make your days a misery."

She carried on but Phil gave up on pursuing the devilsh lady.

"Dan, I'm sorry. We need to go." Phil mumbled fidgeting.

I nodded.

The staff were reluctant to let us head off side by side but there was no way we were going to stick around after that.

"What are we gonna do?" Phil said burying his head in his hands. "I always prayed this would work out. I really thought we'd conquer the internet together."

"We have." I sighed. "But we didn't do it how we imagined."

"I wish things were the same and I hope you know that." Phil added.

"Of course I know but people change."

"Maybe."

Looking into Phil's eyes I could tell he was holding back. He was infuriated by my unstableness. Whether or not he accepted he had caused all the emotional pain, at least he acknowledges our loss.

As soon as the apartment door was open I hurried into my room. I had idiotically left my laptop open on my bed so I went to shut it off. As I wiggled the mouse the screen refreshed. All of a sudden there was floods of post involving a glimpse of my emotional state. According to Tumblr I had been receiving hate and had became depressed and as I've been wearing so many long tops in every video I must have been  harming myslef. You know sometimes I hate the internet. These stories spread all over the internet in many different variations. There was even a trending hashtag #danisnotokay. Damn it.

"Dan have you seen the internet?" Phil shouted through the wall.

I replied instantly. "Yeah."

"And?"

"It's the dark side of the internet let's just forget it."

And after that it was silent.

Our worlds were crumbling and even the gravity keeping us together was failing.

Hai my little squareflakes,

Well yeah kind of incrediy short because sometimes chapters just come to a natural end.

Anyway the important thing

Last chapters title was a quote from:
Melanie Martinez - Dollhouse

This title quote is:
'It feels like it's all coming down'
And is from: ???

Unfortunately I don't have much to say so farewell for now.

~X