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Chapter 31| forever

"Come on, I'll go get you a drink, you get comfy baby,"  changbin pulls away from me and gestures to the messy bed, "water, again?"

"Yes please," i throw him a smile as I climb into the bed. Seriously, why does it have to be so high?

"Okay, I'll be right back,"

I lay my head against my pillow. well, it's technically changbins but it's on my side of the bed. I snicker, my side of the bed, since when had it become that?

A shiver runs over me, as I take the corner of the duvet and pull it to cover my shoulders. I reach out for mr. Chubs, pulling him close by the leg. The fluffy, fur on the bear creates missed, warmth as I snuggle it close to me, the same way I do with the boy currently making his way with my water.

A static voice sounds from below my ear, " you're so beautiful,".

The cogs in my mind click and turn for a moment before I pull my head up to look at the bear. I unwrap an arm from around the stuffed animal and feel around. When I come across a small box shape in his torso, I furrow my eyebrows. Curiosity takes over and I press it.

"I love you, bubby"

it's changbin.

Did he really do this for me? How the hell did I get so lucky? How the hell did I find someone so...

I let a single tear roll down my cheek, before quickly wiping it away.

There isn't enough words to describe changbin. There isn't a single word to sum up how I feel about him. Because it's not love. It's more than that. It's everything. Its having fun together. It's partying together. Meeting family together. Changing poopy nappies together. Growing old together. It's forever.

Forever with changbin. That's what I want. That's what I feel. I feel forever about him.

And as I hear changbin place my water, he so kindly made for me, on the bedside table, I realise my cheeks are wet and my eyes are puffy and changbin has a worried look on his face as he leans sideways to look at me, putting all his weight on one hand.

"Baby..." he speaks, Soft and careful, the same way he places his hand on my cheek, drying the puddles with his thumb. I lean into the touch.

"Baby talk to me," he pleads.

Turning away from his hand to look at the bear, I slowly sit up and press the stuffed tummy for the third time that night.

"Give me cuddles,"

I sob. Changbin wraps his arms around me and pulls me back down onto the bed with so much love he's practically bursting at the seems.

he kicks his trousers off and removes his top before settling in bed with me. I pull the cover over him too and mr.chubs is squashed between us.

"He's not going to replace me is he?" Forever speaks.  I give a wet laugh and move the teddy barrier away from us. Our faces are now centimetres apart. "As much as he is so indescribably perfect, nothing beats the real binnie," I reason.

his plump lips turn up into a big grin, causing the kiss that follows to be sloppy and make teeth clash. But it doesn't matter. We don't care. As long as I'm in Changbins arms and as long as we are both happy, everything will be fine. We'll be happy, together, for long.

For forever hopefully.

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A/N

This chapter flowed differently so I decided to post it on its own. I especially enjoyed writing this one. The style felt a little different.

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