If u see this as sevika x silco I will fucking kill you
Or silco x jinx i will find your exact precise location and dox u
I don't write ships
I don't care about triggers
Your warning here and now
Mental illness, Sh (obsessive skin picking etc) um I'll update if I continue
This is arcane one shots to help me practice writing again
Any criticism is welcome as I no wrotten years
I am intrigued by jinx n silcos relationship
I wish to portray it in horrific dimensions if that makes sense
I have ocs that perfectly fit their exact dynamic and it is such a dire desire for me to create uncomfortable and disgusting fluff with this relationship
My writing style is lazy Relies on solely pacing n word placement/gaps/pauses/etc to come across as "good"
I wish to learn how to use specific words for specific meanings I need every line to have as much importance as the last
I cannot write descriptive scenes I bore easily my vocabulary is so minuscule I say said said said said every sentence I say hand hand hand
The sun
The sun
The sun
The sun
Fun in da sun
I wish to change this
I wish to create interesting dialogue
Important dialogue
Interesting relationships
Dynamics that suck you in
I hate romance I'm sick of fluffy lovey characters
I want brothers family blood
I stole arcane for this exact purpose
It is incredibly easy to find flawless references as the show is flawless (in my eyes)
In one scene Silco enters a meeting with annoyance so I felt annoyance The scene did not feel important
It was the worst scene in the show and yet it taught me something important I'm glad to have experienced it inbetween all the other beauty in the show
Anyway, I have never been a martyr for grammar but I will try my best as I need to learn
Commas n stuff
These lil things- ; :
Um ig trigger warning I do not care for snowflakes though
I wish to portray my sh/obsessive habits with jinx
And while I could easily differentiate my head voices compared to hers I will try to portray the disconnect she has
I had to learn reality from my head
It was still present, that delusion, but I feel I cannot perfectly represent that thin line easily ignored I believe jinx feels
I believe that if you desperately hope and pry to recover to change You will
And when the option to return to your comfortably perfect horrible sick habit arises
An option placed in front of you like a treasure worth anything you could dream of
You will refuse it
You will turn away
Even if begged by your little loves in life
You will do choose what's best for yourself
Ruin your life or Change it
Completely within your own life given choice
It is not my fault
Same as it's not anyone else's fault if I feel triggered
Writing about it makes me sick I hate myself and I find enjoyment in that
But here is your warning nonetheless
Damn realizing I kin the fuck outta this bitch
