𝒯𝑜𝑜 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝓀𝑒 || DRACO MALFOY

Chapter 1.

I genuinely believe I'm a good person. I may be kind of introverted but I think I am kind and good with people. However, there are times where I get annoyed even when someone breaths too loud. There are times where I even think that I may be a psycho. It's not normal to want to choke someone, is it. Well, draco malfoy makes me believe I'm a psycho almost every day of my life for 2 years now.

Well maybe I should explain it better...

Flashback

2nd year

"Shut up I am literally so excited" I was jumping up and down holding his hand while me and him were entering hogwarts after the summer break.
"Relax. it will be like last year" draco said smiling
"No you idiot it will not. This year we are not going to be the little ones. It will be WAY better" I was literally so excited I could hear my heartbeat.
We entered the Great Hall, we took a sit out table and we smiled at each other. He was excited too I knew it. He is just playing the big boy.

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"Ouch" I fell of my broom while trying to fly.
Luckily I was not far from the ground but it was still high
"I think I broke my arm" I said as tears started rolling down on my cheeks.
I heard someone running to me. It was Draco. Of course it was Draco. It has always been Draco.
"Here let me help you go to the hospital wing"draco smiled at me and helped me get up
"You think you broke it?"
"How bad does it hurt?"
I heard questions from my friends and some other kids.
"You think you can take her there for me?" The teacher asked Draco
He nodded "I will take care of her. Don't worry"
He helped me get up and we walked to the hospital wing.
The nurse said that my right arm was broken and that it will be fine till next month.

That whole month Draco wrote my homework for me, took notes from class for me, carried my books. God he even try to feed me sometimes.

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3rd year

"Just admit that you like him" Millie said pushing me lightly
"I can't admit something that isn't true girl" I smiled
"Look I know you are best friends but.. if you could see how he looks at you..."
"Okay okay...I..may have a little tiny crush on him but he doesn't even like me back. I don't want to ruin our friendship with something so stupid" I put my hair behind my ear.
"Y/n he looks at you like I look at chicken nuggets. That's true love" Millie said and I looked on the other side of the table where Draco was.
He was looking at me. He smiled at me and we kept eye contact for about 5 seconds. Then I looked down blushing.

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"And maybe we can go on a date if you want" Cedric said.
"No..no thanks I don't want to be rude but I-" he didn't let me finish.
"Come on we both know you want babe" he pushed me to the wall.
What the fuck.
"Well.. I don't" I have a problem with saying no to people. I feel really bad. But I will not go to make out with Diggory just because I feel bad saying no.
He leaned in
"Hey I think she said no"
Cedric turned around. It was Draco.
"Fuck off malfoy"  he said to him and he tried to ignore him.
Draco dragged him to a corner where I couldn't see them anymore.
He got detention that day.
While he was in dumbledore'a office, I was waiting outside.
When he got out I hugged him and we both smiled at each other.
"Your hand have blood on them Draco" I took his hand on mine "let's go to my dorm I will take care of it"

When we entered he sat on my bed. I shared my dorm with Pansy Parkinson. We were good friends.
I took a towel and some water and I carefully cleaned the blood off of his hand. I was looking carefully at his hand but I could feel that he was looking carefully at me.

God I am in love

(Cedric had a black eye for the next week and he didn't try to come near me again.)

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End of flashback

Well I do miss him. But not him. Not Malfoy. I miss my Draco. I miss the Draco who was nice to me. The Draco who would look at me with those eyes all day, admiring me. I miss the old him.

After the fight we had we never became how we once were. It was a stupid fight not something serious. Everyone at school knew we had a crush on each other. I knew that he liked me and he knew that I liked him. We didn't have the chance to say it to each other straight before our fight tho. I really thought that in the next few days we would be okay again. I really wanted to be okay with him again but then, he started treating me like shit. He started looking at me and laugh with his friends. He was trying to embarrass me saying stupid things in front of everyone.

Then I realised I really didn't want to be around him anymore.

Two years later, two years after he started all this shit,...