Pain.

Chapter One.

Its hard starting high school the hard way when you're the new kid. My name is Kate, I'm 15 and starting high school on a bad start, I'm the new kid at RichWood High, and it sucks, you see, i use to live in a small, run down town, where everyone knew each other, and i lived there my whole life, till now, my dad got a job offer in Monroe, Louisiana. What was sad, was that, i had to leave my best friend behind, her name is Rachel, we've been best friends since we were really young, i can't really remember how old we were, but i know that we were really young.

But back to talking about this bad way of starting my new life in Monroe, Louisiana, we are 2 weeks away from the homecoming, you see i came here on the 2nd week of school, and school starts in the end of August, and i just had to come when we are just about to have homecoming. If i go, its going to be sad because, i don't do well with socializing, and i don't know if i will make any friends because, every time i walk in to school in the mornings, i get these dirty/weird looks from a lot of people, and it just make me feel really weird about it.

So today is Friday, thank god, and I'm sitting in my 2nd to last class of the day, which is art, one of my favorite subjects, but since i moved, i always get really sad now because back in middle school, i had art with Rachel and i would always have a good time in that class because she would always make it fun for me. And it just hurts a lot that i don't get to go to homecoming with her anymore, i mean, we had a plan for what we were going to wear and everything, and we made these plans in like the beginning of 8th grade, but we had everything planned, but NOPE!! I had to moved to a new school because of my dads job.

You see, i suffer Depression, and it use to be really hard to get me depressed, until 7th, my mom died in a car crash, she was hit by a on-going truck, but thats all i know, we were really close, i mean she was like my best friend, i would tell her the same things that i would have told Rachel, and my mom would not judge me, like at all. She died towards the end of my 7th grade year, but I'm also happy at the same time because now, she's in a better place then i am right now, i know she would hate my dad for agreeing to the job offering, she knows how much Rachel means to me, she's like my side-kick/partner in crime.

But back to what i was saying, I'm suffering Depression, and going to a new school with people giving you dirty looks and calling you names, all kinds of stuff, it just makes my depression go through the roof. Theirs a group of girls, three girls, Theres a blonde on, her name is Tiffany, then you have the dark brown haired one, her name is Amanda, then theres the leader of the group, she has brown hair also, but hers is lighter than Amanda's, her name is Bella.

She thinks that being mean or a bitch is the coolest thing ever, like i don't get why everyone likes her, i mean, after high school, your not going to survive the real world by being a bitch. Also, her dad is one of the riches guy in the city, her dad owns a law firm, and always gets what she wants just by asking her daddy what she wants.

So if your wondering what class I'm in now, its history, all we do in this class is read out of our text book while the teacher does nothing but sleep, I'm not really reading, i just have a lot on my mind right now, with the new school, new people, and new house. You see, i never see my dad as much as i did in Monroe, he now works late, i only see him in the morning.

*BELL RINGS* Finally, the school day is over and i get to start out my weekend. Kinda like weekends, but then i don't, i do because, well duh, NO SCHOOL! for two days, but then i don't, because I'm always home alone, my dad has work, even on the weekends, but i guess i can study on the math test we have Monday. I'm walking to my locker to get my math stuff that i have to study for the weekend,

The bad part about where my locker is, that i have my locker next to Bella's, i always hear them laughing and talking about this stupid party thats going on this weekend. "Hey, do you know if Trey will be at the party?" i hear Amanda say, "Well duh, your so stupid Amanda, he's like, the most popular guy in school. Sometimes i wonder, if you just died your hair because you always act like the dumb blonde." Bella says "So your saying I'm really smart!" Tiffany says "For once, yes Tiff." Bella says. Tiff is her nickname, instead of saying her full name, if you already didn't know.

I have to slam my locker because its kinda broken. *SLAM* as soon as i close my locker, they all look at me with weird looks, Then they all start laughing at me, i have gotten used to being laughed at now, so i put my headphones in and just keep walking, "YOUR SUCH A WIERDO ITS FUNNY!!" i hear Bella say over the music I'm listening. One single tear falls down my face as I'm walking.