Chapter one messy life

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Hey my name is Avril I'm 16 years old and well.. -sighs- lets say i don't have the perfect life i get bullied of my style my size etc
My mom and dad doesn't care they only care about my sister Meghan.they say your so perfect so much better than that fat ugly sister of yours.it really hurted me when I heard that.but I'm not that girly girl you see I'm more rock n roll and wear black clothes you know that type I'm more into like punky things and keep things on myself and be alone.Oh well let's start a new day of my messy life.

Avril's pov
I sat in class waiting to the last bell to rang. I walked down the hallway hearing people talk about me. I walked to my locker seeing my sister standing there.looking for something? she said holding my ipod. Give it back! She threw it away. Then her friends walked towards up me and beated me up. I stood up. You ugly bitch go kill yourself one of her friends said.yeah stupid emo.nobody cares about you. You heard them lil sis.my sister walked towards me nobody cares about you not even mom and dad. She continued saying hurtfull things.until I snapped it I punched her nose. And ran away home.-time skipping- I locked my door and sat on my bed
Crying holding a razor to my skin a crimson red liquid quickly spread. I always believed these people I always did.i heard a loud bang on my door it was my dad saying HEY YOU CRAZY B~TCH YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY TO PUNCH YOUR SISTER HUH!!!! Yes I said. He opend my door even though I locked it. I felt something very stingy on my cheek he slapped me and he then walked away. More tears were streaming down my face faster than a breath .I grabbed my razor and cutted more. More red liquid spread down my arm I felt some much rejection and pain.i couldn't believe it they were right nobody really doesn't care about me.i grabbed my iPod/iPhone/iPad/laptop/and start to listen to music and lay on my bed still crying and still bleeding. That Crimson red was so pretty but brings so much pain how can pain be so pretty.i closed my eyes and tried to forget to the world.
-next day-I woke up in my room seeing my cuts all dried up. I heard. My sister screaming hey dumbass get your fat ass out here.nope!!!! I walked down stairs and saw my bitchy sister with a bruised nose.oooh she's still mad like always.she pulled me by my hair and slammed me into a wall.i stood up with a bloody nose and walked away I didn't cry because she always does that so I got used to it.it was Saturday so i stayed in my room with my door locked.i holded my knees to my chest while listening to music.
I wish I could just close my eyes and leave this cruel world.

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Hey how do you guys like the first chapter
Next ones are longer
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