He Was My Subscriber

8: Forgive But Not Forget Part 1

*You silly silly geese! Okay so I got the votes but not on the chapter I wanted but because I am such a nice person ill give the chapter to you guys. This time please comment!!!

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~Jorden Renae's P.O.V~

Being a contestant on The X Factor ment paparazzi was going to start following you. Being friends with the world's biggest boy band and being a contestant ment the paparazzi were constantly breathing down your neck.

Paparazzi kept bugging Harry and I with crazy questions like:

"Are you dating?"

"Jai? Are you using Harry for his fame?"

"How's X Factor going?"

"We spotted you with Liam a few days ago? Are you cheating on him?"

I laughed at all their questions.

The flashes were so blinding, and the fans were constantly asking for pictures or autographs. Not many people knew who I was, but I was constantly being stopped because I was on my way to Starbucks with the one and only Harry Styles.

It felt great to know that many girls support a boy band this much. Seeing girls in tears because they saw who they loved the most for five seconds made their entire world. I was amongst these girls not so long ago but I was privileged to actually get to meet them. I don't see the boys as THE One Direction band members. I saw them as simply as themselves. No more, no less. Don't get me wrong I don't think of my self as more. I'm still a Directioner at heart. Like they say this fandom only goes one way. Once you're in you can never get out. You just fall deeper and deeper.

Anyways apart from my irrelevant thoughts we were just around the corner from Starbucks and we managed to loose paparazzi and the fans. We calmly made our way into Starbucks and the wonderful smell of coffee hit me. Man was I mesmerized! I just love coffee so much!

"What will it be for you today?" The girl said looking down. When she looked up her mouth fell open and her eyes were wide open. "Oh. My. Gosh. I must be dreaming. Carmen calm down. This is a dream. Wake up! Wake up!!!" She said frustrated while pinching herself. "Hey! There's no need to harm yourself!! You aren't dreaming. You're awake!" I said. "Oh my god. You're Jorden! Jorden Renae. From X Factor! I've loved you ever since you uploaded videos on YouTube. I'm super happy you're on X Factor you just have such an amazing voice! I always try getting your follow but you have so many fans and I know it's impossible for you to notice me! Oh god. I'm going to die! You're with Harry Styles! He's standing right in front of me." She squealed. Tears forming around her eyes.

"You're so cute!" I said. "She just called me cute! oh god!" The girl, Carmen as she called herself, said. "I'm guessing you would love a photo and an autograph" Harry said with no intention on hiding his accent. There weren't many people in the shop. "Could I? Please!" Carmen said ecstatic. "Yeah sure! " I said. She quickly pulled out her phone from her pocket and 3 pictures were taken. One were we are all together, one of her and Harry, and the last one being of me and her. We signed her phone case and asked for her Twitter. She then gave us our drinks, but didn't let is pay. We thanked her and sat down at the very back corner of the little coffee shop.

"I've needed this. Do you know how long its been since I had coffee?" I asked Harry. "As a matter of fact I do! Its been... 4 hours since you last had a sip of coffee" He said"EXACTLY! That is way to long! " I told him.

I had spent this entire Tuesday with Harry trying to squeeze in as much time as we possibly could before he left. Harry and I had gotten to know each other quickly and we were best friends at this point. We were like two peas in a pod.

"Harry!!! Can't you stay at least until tomorrow??" I asked him. "You know I would love to but management won't let me. I tried getting out of the interview but they said I couldn't." He said. I knew he wasn't lying but I was till upset. "Poo you!" I pouted crossing my arms across my chest. " Aww is someone mad?" Harry cooed as he started pinching my cheeks. "No! " I said sipping from my coffee. "Haha. Sure. You just want this sexy beast all to your self don't ya?" Harry said winking at me? "Who? Where? I don't see a sexy beast?! All I see is a hairy beast in front of me." I joked. Harry gasped "My poor heart. That really hurt you know? I'm going to go cry in the loo now!" "Oh Harry! I am deeply sorry for hurting your feelings! Please forgive me! Am I even worthy of your forgiveness?" I said all dramatically.

Suddenly Carmen screamed again.

"Are you guys seriously trying to kill me? First Jorden and Harry now you Liam?"

It looks like what I had tried avoiding finally caught up to me.

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You guys hate me right? I always leave y'all with cliff hangers. Yeah they are annoying but man are they fun to write.

Well since I have nothing better to do I'm telling you stuff.

Well little Mix is in Boston at the moment I believe? I really hope they visit Texas.

Ariana Grande is visiting Dallas so my friend and I plan on going to see her.

OH MY FREAKING GOSH! I GOT FOLLOWED BT FIFTH HARMONY!! It only took four tweets! I cried and I was shaking. I couldn't believe it! I felt so special.

I also got followed by TIARA RAPP!!

HOLLA!!!! *mini dance party*

TheYou generation thingy is now open.

One direction had a livestream today!!!

Adventurous Adventures of One Direction Part 2 is finally out!! Go watch it!

The 1D3D movie title is "This is Us" Gosh it's so perfect! How can they make 3 words so perfect? I'm happy.I can't wait to watch the movie. I also can't wait to meet more Directioners!!! I need more directioners in my life.

Yesterday was the spring season finale of PLL . :'( wahhhh

Oh and don't forget to vote for our boys for Favorite Song on the KCA's !!! The KCA's are Saturday!!!!!!

I'm asking for 3 votes and as many comments as you can give me! I will not accept 0!!!

Muah Muah

Love, Mama Goose.

L M A freaking O

Xxxxx

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