Bad liar | Conrad Fisher

hurt.| Chapter 8

I was on the beach drinking for a good two hours, I'm very drunk by now, my vape is dead so now I'm smoking my emergency cigarettes. "JADE! COME BACK HOME EVERYONE IS WORRIED" I hear someone yell, I ignore them "jade everyone thought you were missing. You've been gone for two hours." It's jeremiah, yay. "Go home jer. I'm fine out here alone, I'm not dead yet." I slur as I speak to him, not looking at him once just watching the ocean waves "are you fucking drunk right now? It's like 8pm!" Now he's giving out, amazing day isn't it?. "Fuck off jer! I'm drunk because your brother is an asshole I'm not going back" I snap at him finally looking at him, my eyes are bright red from crying so much "jade? What happend? Why are your eyes so red?" I roll my eyes at him then look back out at the ocean "he told me he loved me jer. Then said he didn't mean it and just wanted to break my heart and he also said he wished I didn't fail. I kinda wish I didn't either at this point" I say the last part quietly "jare don't say stuff like that. Everyone wants you hear conrads just being an asshole he's been like this for months" I scoff at him "awww a few months?" I say using a teasing tone "try dealing with it from the age of 12" I wipe the tears off my face "please just come back home jade" I sigh "fine. Only because I want to talk to steven" I see jeremiah look shocked in the corner of my eye "no no no don't, he's already after screaming at conrad for hurting belly you cant-" "HE WHAT?" I cut him off and stand up "what the fuck. Did he do to my little sister." I say extremely annoyed "he um snaped at her, they were fighting he said that no one could ever love her and that she should look in the mirror more so she will realise how ugly she is and she snapped back and said-" "wait he said what?" My eyes widen, I going to kill him. "Jade calm down, your drunk and angry it's never-" "nah fuck this" I cut him off again and begin speed walking towards the house blinded by hatred, no one hurts my baby sister. "Jade please calm down please" "fuck off jer. He's fucking dead" I don't even look at him as I open the back door "CONRAD FISHER WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU." I yell not caring who is home, I see him come down the stairs, I storm over to him "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT TO BELLY? YOUR MENT TO BE THE GROWN UP ONE WHOS MORE MATURE!" I yell as I walk over to him "fucking chill. I apologised to her" "NO NO THATS NOT HOW THIS WORKS. YOU HURT HER CONRAD" I pause as I am now standing in front of him "you hurt me. Fine that's fine but belly? Now it's your turn to be hurt" I punch him hard in the jaw "WHAT THE FUCK" he yells at me, as he is crouched down I knee him in the face then pull him to my face level by his hair "its not nice is it? I'd suggest you start to watch your fucking mouth." "Jade..." I turn and see belly I go to rush over to her but she steps back "bells, he hurt you. He deserved it" my voice has gone back to slurring as I speak normally "no. He didn't. And your drunk jade just go to bed" I see her quickly rush past me to jeremiah who is also scared "fine. Your all fucking pussys" "jade wtf." I look behind me to see steven "no, you know what he said to-" "yeah I know but you didn't need to beat the shit out of him!" Steven says a sharp tone to his voice, I laugh a little "fine you know what? You can all deal with your problems the shit way, where nothing changes. I'm going to bed" I storm up the stairs and into my room, I get changed into a pair of sweat shorts and a random t-shit and get into bed
                        ~two hours later~

I wake up to someone knocking at my bedroom door "come in" I croak out "hey um, how's the hangover?" It's conrad. "What do you want." I sit up staring at him as he trys to find an answer "I wanted to apologise, for earlier, I deserved what you did for what I said to belly, and for what I said too you" I nod "yeah. No shit." He looks at the floor "I didn't mean it by the way" I look at him confused "mean what?" He looks at me "I'm happy you survived" I scoff "is susannah putting you up to this?" I roll my eyes and lay back down staring at the ceiling "no. My mum hasn't said anything about it, I never should have said that." I look at him "well I still think I should've died so does it really matter what you think" I sigh then look back at the ceiling "jade please don't think like that, and if you do please talk to someone, i- we need you here" I look at him, he sounds scared almost "conrad I'm fine, I'm still alive, and not that suicidal right now it's g" I look at his eyes, his eyes even look broken "just promise me you will talk to some one" I nod "I promise" he nods then leave my room, I hate how I still love him but hate him all at once fuck this summer. I wake up to the sound of bellys alarm going off, I sigh then get up and get ready to go swimming at the beach then head downstairs "wow." I laugh a little at jeremiahs flirting then bow "thank you sir jeremiah for the complement" his eyes widen then he smirks "sir huh?" I roll my eyes jokingly "don't feel special I call alot of men sir, not many have had that reaction tho" I walk over and put on some toast "you haven't called me sir yet" I look to my right and see conrad "well thank you for reminding me sir" I smile at him then begin eating my toast and sit on top of the island, conrad walks over in-between my legs then whispers in my ear "you should call me sir more, its hot." He then pretended to take somthing out of my hair, I cleared my throat "I going to swim in the sea either of you wanna join?" I ask the two boys as I stand by the door ready to leave "yeah sure" "I'm down" they both say "okay be fast. I'll be waiting out the back" I go out and sit on the lounge chairs as I wait for them, closing my eyes beneath my sunglasses. "Wake up!" I sit up straight "what huh, what happened?" I say shocked "you fell asleep but we can go now" I look at conrad and nod then get up and begin walking towards the beach, nothing bad can happen when they are both there.... right?