[My Purpose] (Lookism x Male Oc)

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Today London woke up with his eyes all puffy from his crying, he felt so miserable after he had left his friends so he was determined to do whatever it takes to shift back to the other reality

He got up and went on his phone to search for method to shift easily but also quickly

"Okay how about the raven method?." London muttered as he searched more information about that method and began to try it himself

The method needed the shifter to lie down in a raven like position and relax as they count down from 100 then when they reach 1 they will need to focus in visualising and entering their Desired reality

He did the introductions one by one and he started to focus

"Okay.. How should i visualise that reality..?" He thought as laid down then he took a deep breathe and closed his eyes

"The same room i once woke up in.. It had.. A cold atmosphere.. When i felt the bedsheets.. They were soft and comfortable.. The room had.. A table along with a vanity mirror" The boy murmured as he felt his whole world being shaken as he got abit more dizzy

after a few minutes of laying down and getting severe headaches there was a husky deep voice that called out to him

"London Dal?.." The voice called out in a rather inhumane way

alas the boy kept his eyes closed but he felt as if someone was watching him, he felt someone's breathe on his face as the voice got even louder

"You are.. London?.." The voice whispered now somewhat close to the boy's ear which made him

London suddenly flinched which made him loose concentration and opened his eyes

"The heck was that.." London thought as he ran his hands through his hair out of frustration then let out a exhausted sigh

"for some reason i fell exhausted by doing nothing but laying down" He thought as he sat on the edge of his bed

"Maybe i should try a different method?.." He suggested as he once more browsed through his phone

The boy once more tried to shift back, a single attempt turned into multiple as seconds turned into minutes, and minutes turned into hours

about a hour passes with no progress at all and London started to loose hope for he tried various methods but still wouldn't work

"UGH!! Why is this so harddd?!" the male whined in annoyance and disbelief

"I shifted so easily back then.. Ugh.." he groaned as he closed his eyes and laid down his bed

"Last attempt and i swear if this doesn't work.. im going to throw myself off a cliff" he thought as he relaxed and positioned his body and started to take deeps breaths

He started to get more comfortable and imagined himself walking through a set of stairs

He was using the 'Stairs method', a method which required the shifter to imagine themselves walking on a set of stairs towards a big door

The door that London imagined was a Big white door with a golden handle and he imagined himself twisting the handle only to get greeted by another set of stairs now going downwards to another door

as he stood infront of the last door he gripped onto the handle firmly and opened it but only to get blinded by a beam of light which made him cover his eyes but still tried his best to see what holds behind the door

a humanoid figure is what he saw, a black figure what seems to be heading towards him, though this might be just in his mind but it all felt real

The figure stopped Infront of him, it was moving it's mouth as if it was trying to say something, but nothing was to be heard

London tried to make up what the figure was trying to say

"Wh..why..d..did..y..ou..l..ea..ve.." is what the figure was trying to say which left the boy in shock and found himself not moving

the figure then placed it's hand on London's shoulder then pushed him only for London to found himself falling on a dark pit

No light, No sound, Nothing..complete darkness filled the pit

London did regret leaving but he never thought he would encounter this

The words that the figure that made him even more guilty and moree desperate to go back

but a buddle of 'What if's' filled his head

"what if i can't go back?"

"what if they realized i left them?"

"Would they hate me?"

"Would they forgive me?"

These questions and more filled his head as he sat down on the cold and dark floor as he began to hug himself

A/N: Hi yalls sorry for short chapter and late update currently starting school again and im busy atm but i will post more chapters than before to make up for my inactivity, thx for reading ❤️🫶