This is Home.

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Eve wake up.

I dont want to.

Eve please everyones worried about you.

No I lost everything.

You didnt loose him did you.

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My eyes started to flutter open as my vision begin to clear up. I got up and looked around at my surroundings, I saw Bill on the chair sleeping and holding the bed sheets. I slowly got up but then realized he was also holding onto my wrist with his other hand. I tried to pull away gently but it woke him up.

"Fuck" I thought.

"..."

"Sorry if I woke you up" I mumbled still trying to pull away but he just tighten his grip.

"Ow Bill" I grunted as I tried retreating my hand with more power.

At this point its gonna leave a bruise or something.

"Eve." He said firmly.

I didnt answer. I was scared he was pissed off or something, I mean I did tried to end my own life.

"Why did you do that.." He mumbled.

The room filled with silence, my breath was shaky and I shuttered my eyes.

"Bill.."

"Why did you do that" His voice grew louder and his hand was getting hot on my skin.

"Bill..You know I couldnt handle this pain. I was the rea-"

"No you werent!" He yelled, his voice cracking a bit.

I was silent this time, I didnt know what to do or say at this point.

"You know its not your fault and you keep on putting pressure on yourself because no one else is.." He screamed tears streaming down his cheeks still looking down.

"..."

He looked up at me and my heart sank from how shit faced he looked.

"Have you been drinking?.." I gasped a little.

"What do you think." He said looking at me coldly.

I felt a lump growing in my throat as I tried to swallow it. This is my fault I just know it. I cant do anything but see my loved ones suffering because of me.

This is too much.

"Bill.." I mumbled, I felt tears growing in the corner of my eyes.

He stood up in front of me and just looked at me before giving me a tight hug. The heat from both of our bodys were making me sweat. A tear dropped from my eye and soaked into Bills shirt.

"Im so sorry Bill.." I cried.

"Its not your fault Im telling you Eve." He said gently. His voice made me feel like home.

I sobbed into his shirt as he just held me like a baby and comforting me just like how Riri would if she was here.

"Eve, you know your worth much more than you think you are right." He said, I could feel him breathing on my head.

I couldnt answer that still, the lump in my throat was growing and it forced me to not speak.

"I-" I stuttered looking at him as I felt a bead of sweat fall from my chin.

"Your perfect enough for me" He said kissing me on the forehead which made me slowly breakdown, again.

"Its gonna be alright okay" He cooed.

I havent felt this much comfort since the accident.

"Let it all out your safe with me" He gently said.

Bill made me so happy and he would tell me how much he loves me. I am so happy I went to that concert with her. He makes me feel like home and I wished we could stay together forever. As I finished crying we just stood there, together, I felt my eyelids starting to fall again. Bill finally let ted go of me and placed me on the bed. We both shuffled into a comfortable position in bed and cuddled, Bill was humming one of his songs which made my eyelids heavy as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

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I woke up again to the amazing smell that was coming from the kitchen. I got up and I started to see stars and my head felt fuzzy but it went away after a few seconds as I went to the kitchen to see Bill and the others.

"Hey" I smiled and their attention all turned to me.

"Morning Eve" Bill exclaimed happily.

"Good morning" Georg smiled.

"Good morning Maeve" Gustav grinned with eggs stuffed in his mouth.

"Whats up" Tom said.

I smiled at all of them before setting down as Bill gave me a breakfast plate that was filled with sushi. My favorite.

"Hey why does Maeve has such a cool breakfast" Tom said.

"I guess shes better than you" Bill chuckled making me blush a little.

"Not fair" Tom laughed.

I grinned as I finally felt all the pressure I was holding onto slipped away from my arms. This. This was home.

Hey guys this is the end of 'Sweet Love - Bill Kaulitz!! Thank you guys so much for reading my book it truly did make me happy of how much views my book got. I will write more fanfics or just romance in general. Again, Thank you so much everyone!! See you guys in the next storyline...

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