Broken
My name is Avami Jenkins, I'm 20 years old and in a few weeks I'll be 21. I'm a big boned, light skinned girl. I don't know what love truly is, but hey who does.
A lot has happened in my life. When I was 10, my father left me, my twin brother and sister, and my mom. When he left I didn't know what to do. You see I've always been a daddy's girl, so when he left a hole was missing in my heart. All throughout school I was constantly teased about my weight. It never really got to me because I'm tall, so most people were to scared to mess with me. But, because of this it also made people afraid to be my friends.
By the time I was 13, I had begun to deal with my pain in my own way.Trying to keep my head up for my younger siblings, I held in a lot of hurt. Lost hopes and dreams because of him ran very deep, and I''ve tried to move on. I haven't cried much since he left, and when I do cry my tear ducts only release one tear, literally. Since then I've seen him twice. One time in the same year he left, and when I was 15 over the summer.
In high school I got some true ride or die friends, though. And now I'm in college starting all over again because they stayed at home and went to college and I got a scholarship and left. It's hard to find a good new friend looking like me. I mean there's always that one dude at the party who like the hips wide and the ass fat, but that's not who I want. A one night stand can't do me any good. I used to talk to a couple people but I'm afraid of being hurt and left alone. So I pushed them away before they could hurt me. I can't help but assume these walls I've built were for him, but walls see no faces and shut out all who attempt to enter.
#TEASER------Not my first time writing but my first time writing for others. Hope you guys like it.
