Honestly, I've been a hopeless romantic my WHOLE entire LIFE.
I've had COUNTLESS crushes, but of course, only some of them I truly love.
My first ever crush was my own cousin, yes. My own cousin:')
Let's just call him piano, cause he's realllyyyy good at playing the piano, he's handsome, he's patient, nice..
Such a shame that he's my cousin:'(
My second crush was someone with a nickname Lion, he was my classmate in Kindergarten, yes I liked him when I was still a 4 year old before I moved schools.
The crush I had in my new school was a boy named Kristan. He was my playmate and I used to bother him a lot by physically attacking him. Lmao
Then I had a MASSIVE crush on a guy in my church, he was like, 2 years older than me. He was and still is very handsome and attractive. I liked him for 7 years before moving on to a Koko Surabaya in a training camp.
The Koko Surabaya was the usual handsome Chinese guy that looked like someone straight out of a Cdrama. He has abs and is muscular(don't ask why I know, it was an accident I promise) It only lasted like 2 days😭😭
Then in 7th grade I had my first actual love, let's call him oil. He was my upperclassman. He was a 9th grader at the time, and it turned out that he also had a massive crush on me. So he confessed and asked me out in Japanese🥺. We started going out but that was.. a bit of a mistake.. Cause he's Moslem 🥲. That's a story for another time though..
Sadly it only lasted for about 4 months cause I had to move schools because of it.
Then in my old new school(I moved back to the school I moved out of)
There was this boy half a year younger than me who was pretty handsome, he was the badboy of the class, but I didn't have a massive crush on him. But in 8th grade I found out that he had and still has a HUGE, MASSIVE, HUMONGOUS, crush on me. Why? Idek man I'm not even that attractive nor pretty, lmao.
But in the science club, I met the guy of my DREAMS. He was tall, smart, handsome, my type physically, nice, strong, veiny and slim hands😋😋. Everything I had ever wanted. But unfortunately the 'pick me' girl of the school already 'claimed' him and I got in trouble with her for a while for liking 'her boy'.Like- why?????? She spread fake ass rumours of me. Now we're just friends, I haven't talked to him lately tho.
Then I moved on to an upperclassman named 'car'. Why? Cause his name is the name of a car.
He's SUPER nice and plays genshin impact. I was ecstatic when he wanted to be friends with me. He was a member of the student council btw.
Then after him, I started liking this guy that is under my father's guidance. Let's call himmmmm..
Patience! He was a super tall, super athletic and lean but muscular kinda guy. He wasn't the brightest and is kinda dumb. He used to be a playboy before coming to an orphanage. Honestly he wasn't handsome either.. but was kind of attractive I guess. He was 21 btw..
I was 13..
But in my country, it's not really a big deal. The age difference was only 8 years.
But, the thing is, HE LIKED ME BACK!???? HUHHH?????
WHAT KIND OF-
Anyways
Eventually he confessed. Of course, no one knew. Cause he wasn't supposed to be dating anyone during the time of his studies..
So, the only logical reason for us is to make a promise that 5 years in the future, we would start dating!
At the time we thought it was a genius idea.
But we got caught in less than 2 weeks..
ANYWAYS
Imma make a part 2 cause I've been writing this since August last year😁😁
