Divorce is so Difficult (Chinese Bl MTL Novel)

Chapter 85

Chapter 85

　　Feng Jingyi showed no expression. This kind of expressionlessness is more thorough than the previous expressionlessness, it is a kind of expressionlessness that completely blocks one's feelings.

　　Shao Qin leaned back on the sofa, instinctively getting further away from Feng Jingyi.

　　The current him is probably like a stranger to Feng Jingyi. If he wasn't Shao Qin, would Feng Jingyi still be familiar with him? If he wasn't Shao Qin, would Feng Jingyi build a wall to keep him out? If he wasn't Shao Qin, would Feng Jingyi still like him?

　　"I'm sorry. I didn't want to hide it from you, and I never thought of using Shao Qin's identity to get anything. It was the existence of gods who brought me to this world, so I couldn't tell anyone about it. Otherwise I will die." Shao Qin said in a deep voice, "So, you can't tell other people about this. Otherwise, we will die together."

　　"I see." Feng Jingyi replied calmly, he looked at Shao Qin with dark pupils, as if he had no emotion.

　　"Originally, I couldn't tell you. However, I completed the mission God gave me, so I got the chance to realize my wish." Shao Qin tried to explain, "But not every wish can be fulfilled. To be honest with you, It's a wish that can be granted. I think you might want to know the truth."

　　"Thank you for telling me the truth." When Feng Jingyi said this, his expression suddenly turned ugly, "Baby..."

　　"The baby is your gene and mine. This is a complete replacement of existence, and my gene has completely replaced Shao Qin's gene, so the baby is your child and mine." Shao Qin said, as if a stone was blocked in his heart, "Is it hard? You will have a child with a stranger."

　　"We are not strangers." Feng Jingyi looked at Shao Qin, his dark eyes seemed like a deep sea with dark tides.

　　Shao Qin finally felt a little peace of mind. He pursed his lips and said softly, "At least I am very happy to meet you. No matter how incredible or ridiculous it is, meeting you is something that makes me happy."

　　Feng Jingyi lowered his eyes and said after a long time, "Me too."

　　Shao Qin remembered what Feng Jingyi had said to him, maybe he should be more honest. "I want to know what you're thinking, or, what do you want me to do?"

　　Feng Jingyi took a deep breath, still lowered his head, and said in a rough voice, "I just feel sorry for Shao Qin. Aunt Qin saved my life, but I failed to save his son."

　　Shao Qin got up, knelt down in front of Feng Jingyi, put his hands on Feng Jingyi's knees, and said softly, "If I say I understand your mood, it must be a lie. If you haven't experienced it, how can you understand it. I I can only hope that you are not too sad."

　　Feng Jingyi didn't look Shao Qin in the eyes, but said softly, "I hate regret very much, I think it's a sign of cowardice. But now, I really can't help regretting, and I keep thinking in my mind, if I didn't mention divorce at the beginning , Shao Qin would not have died. Or, if he had not married Shao Qin at the beginning, nothing would have happened."

　　Shao Qin held Feng Jingyi's hand and said softly, "I'm thinking too. If I don't tell you the truth, will you not be in pain?"

　　Feng Jingyi finally looked at Shao Qin, and said with a wry smile, "No. That will only make the two of us drift apart, and I will never understand what is going on in your heart."

　　Feng Jingyi held Shao Qin's hand lightly, and said softly, "I just need a little time. Let me digest this guilt."

　　Shao Qin hummed lightly.