There he is Bill Kaulitz. My bestfriend and crush. I know i shouldn't like him i mean he has a girlfriend and he's off limits but the way every little thing he does makes my heart skip a beat. Like the day i was sick with the flu and he stayed with me for 2 days watching films and eating junk food till we fell asleep together. Or like when it was christmas and he got us matching jumpers with thing 1 and thing 2 on them. But bill wasnt mine he was Emily's.
I have nothing against emily i mean she's a sweet girl but there is something about her that doesn't sit right with me. That could also just be jealousy that she can hug and kiss bill whenever she wants and i just have to watch from afar and dream that in another universe its me that can make him laugh so hard tears roll down his cheeks.
We havent hung out in awhile so im gonna ask him to come over just in a friend way you know.
I walk over to him once emily left and he smiles as i walk over. God that smile makes my stomach do backflips.
"Hey Y/N." he says his voice brings heat to my face.
"hey bill i was wondering if you wanted to come round later and watch some movies?" i ask with hope even though he will probably say yes.
"yeah i'd love to. We meeting after last lesson like normal?" he says whilst he rubs the back of his neck one covered Emily's hickeys and i can't help but feel a pang in my chest from the sight off them.
"yes we can. Well i have history so I'll see you later." i say excited to be able to hang out with bill for the first time in a while. I walk away and get to my history class.
TIME SKIP
I have been waiting for bill for 30 minutes now and it's not like him to be late for meeting. Mabye he had something come up and he didn't have time to tell me but surely he would have messaged. I check my phone no message. So i decide to message him myself. No answer that's not like him.
I walk home by myself after waiting an hour for bill. Why would he ditch me he said we could meet. Without realising a tear slips down my cheek and then another and another until i was properly crying.
As im walking back i hear that oh so familiar laugh as i turn to look over at the skate park.
Bill....and emily
They are both skateboarding well when i say both Emily is holding onto bill as he's teaching her to skate and as i look down i realise thats my board i keep at bills for late night skate boarding when we both feel like it.
"Y/N!" I hear a shout as i walk away from the couple and after a few minutes bill grabs my arm so im facing him.
I don't dare look into his Beautiful eyes at the thought of him seeing my red eyes and tear streaked cheeks which im sure has more tears rolling down them by this point.
"Bill we was supposed to meet after school." i say quietly im quite suprised he heard me.
"I know but emily wanted to hang out and i mean she is my girlfriend so it's only fair." he says. I could smack this boy right now.
"look bill im not mad you wanted to hang out with emily it's the fact you didn't even bother to text." i say the hurt obvious in my tone.
"and i'm sorry but i wanted to hang out with emily more i barley get to see her." Now that hurt like a stab into my heart.
"bill are you kidding me you hang out with emily every day. The last time we hung out it was december it's now august!" im slowly losing my patience.
"Y/N shes my girlfriend she's my girlfriend of course im going to want to hang out with her everyday and i see you everyday so i don't see the problem if im being honest" Oh this boy i swear.
"NO YOU KNOW WHAT IM SO SICK OF BEING PUT LAST ANY TIME I WANNA HANG OUT WITH YOU. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO SEE THE BOY I HAVE LIKED SINCE I WAS 7 DITCHING ME FOR THE GIRLFRIEND HES HAD FOR LIKE 3 MONTHS!" i say finally letting out the hurt and the tears i had kept built up came flowing out with every word i said as i watch bills face turn sad. He has no right to be sad.
"you love me?" bill said quietly shocked at my sudden outburst but i didnt care at all.
"yes bill i did but forget it now im done enjoy your time with emily." i say walking away as i hear shouting of my name from bill but i dont even turn around.
Im so done with Bill Kaulitz.
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Author: can we all agree bill wouldnt act like this 😭. Hope you guys liked it it wad quite long but its a start. Requests are open for any of the band members and i will also do your name for obe if you want guys x
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