Contempt

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The raspy teenage voices altogether chanting "Ta ta ta ta ta tata ta tataata... " along with the floor screeching with each of their powerful stomps catching up with the beat they were vocalizing was all that was reverberating in that particular floor of the xx entertainment's building.

A week before, their group name Enhypen was revealed and also Jungwon was chosen as the leader of the group .

Practically they got no proper rest from practising for mv shoots, learning the choreo, preparing for all music shows.... such an it-just-goes-on list . They all leave very late some even stay hours past midnight and this is true with all of the idols who are holding onto the same dream. The industry is just harsh and only your determined soul is what that'll keep you on focus.

Boys were in the studio for the final retouch of their debut song and once a member finishes his recording they leave straight to the practice room.  

Sunoo and Niki finished earlier and went to  practice choreo. Niki had already mastered the choreo as he should and was helping Sunoo with the details. By the time  rest of the boys  joined them it was already past 11 pm but since they're together that means now they can practice together as a group.

It was all going smooth until Sunoo couldn't get in position as they reached towards the end of the song. Sunoo struggled to slide on the floor and take a turn, he was stumbling on nothing. It went well when he did the same all this time. The second time too he couldn't do it. It distressed him as well as someone else in the group.

"I'm  sorry for interrupting our practice like this..." Sunoo bowed with a sad face.

"Yea It's the fourth try now thickskull...." An annoyed heeseung told.

"Are you alright sunoo hyung??" Niki asked sunoo concerned.

"I'm okay it's just  a little headache so i found the floor slippery ... "

"Do you think it's funny ?? Are we all some clowns to you?? " Heeseung was sure it'll hurt the boy and he sure did see that face droop. Once he knew it he decided to blabber on.

"We're all tired and do you think those unfamiliar stage floors that we would be performing won't slip... Huhh?? "
Heeseung was just bashing out his frustrations not thinking the boy would fall any minute.

Jake was soon to hold Sunoo in his arms as he became half unconscious... "Hey hey there Sunooya.... " He pat his cheeks but only heard some gibberish talk. He took him to a more open space and unbuttoned his shirt till his chest. 

"  It's okay if we all  take a break.... Later just continue practising with the people left here.... " Jungwon announced to all of them with a tinge of disappointment  and went to check  Sunoo.

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Jungwon and Sunoo went back to the dorms after a quick check up with the doctor.

When Jungwon entered their shared room he heard muffled sobs of Sunoo.

" What happened hyung?? " Jungwon asked Sunoo who was crying silently into his hands.

"I don't know really wonn the day after tomorrow we're set for the mv shoot what if it all goes wrong because of me...?? "

"Why are you blaming yourself  like that hyung even though you are to blame for a different reason...."

Sunoo gave a confused look.

"Apparently it appears to the doctor that you've been skipping your meals for a few days hyung.... Why would you do that....??"

"........ "

"We barely eat anything and we work off more than what we have Sunoo hyung. "

"No... it's to stay in shape for the MV... "

"Who told you you're not in shape ?? "

"........ "

"Don't tell me it's heeseung hyung again..."

Sunoo's surprised look got caught by the leader.

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A few days back Sunoo was enjoying his meal as usual cz he's such a foody and Heeseung just dropped by to spew nonsense as usual.

"You really eat like a pig, don't you? "

Sunoo was taken aback by the comment.

"Don't you know girls prefer chiselled jaws like this *says while running his hands over his own jawline* over these puffed up buns like this *poking sunoo's peachy cheek* ? "

Throwing that insult Heeseung went back to whatever he was doing. He knew he was successful in messing up the younger's mind
when he found the plate half done and Sunoo, out of sight.

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"So it's him...
Don't you think you're taking his words into mind too seriously hyung? He is only messing up your mind because he despise you for some reason. "

" No i see him as a person who is much more resourceful with the long period of training and familiarity with all this... So how am I supposed to ignore his words."

"We're a team now I agree but we aren't known out there yet so we're still individuals. We should make sure we debut as seven so until then don't keep anything from me if it's something thats disturbing your peace of mind. "

" I'll do... And I'm so grateful to have you by my side wonn you don't know..... "

" Go to sleep hyung. "

"When will they come back it's getting late now. "

"They must be getting ready to leave...Jake hyung texted me they were done with the practice. "

" Wonn I feel like Jake hyung is sensitive these days... i see him all gloomy... check on him sometime... I couldn't just ask him like we're not that close yet mentally. "

" I did ask him.... apparently Jake hyung had someone rejecting his love proposal. "

"He was in love! Really!! I thought we're not allowed to date. "

"We're not... not until we reach that fame  , but if it's kept a secret it's possible. "

"Ahh Really!!? "

" By the way do i know her ? "

"He didn't tell me either. I was cross matching him with all the girls we mutually know but I don't get who. "

"He's really sweet and handsome he'll definitely get a better person."

"Yes he's really sweet... "  and pretty✨  Jungwon looked at Sunoo with such a loving eyes which Sunoo was so clueless of. 

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A little sunwon moment....

05/10/23