Dummies vs Noobs: Right Girl In The Wrong Place

Prologue // The Origins

I quickly ran to the opposite direction to avoid the rain of bullets coming to me, my escorts are dead and now all that left are my medigun, my instincts and my sanity. I quickly hid under the bodies of my dead comrades and played dead hopefully it'll fool them.

It smells shit but I stopped thinking when I heard footsteps... It was them now they're scanning the area for me, they started to shoot the bodies and my body is shaking.

"Please, please, please... Make it stop..."
I cried

I could still hear the gunshots and soon it stopped, they walked out to the opposite direction and their footsteps are getting faint until I hear nothing.

I quickly push the body away from me and stick myself to the nearby wall and started to breakdown...

"No... This can't be real... Why did I left the house?! What was I thinking?! Make it stop!" I cried

-- 2 months before I was drafted to war --

I have a decent family that had a decent wealth... But I decided to thrash my life.
My name is Creste Lolfter, an unattractive girl who had a suicidal tendencies, smart but lazy, emo (idc what you call me) and almost killed my life by pill overdose.

"Creste! Why do you have a 70% in your Algebra test?!" Her mother scolded

"Mom... I'm sorry if I couldn't do better in the Algebra... But I'll try to do my best to improve it to the next quarter" I said reassuring her

"I'll look forward to that Creste, also I think you did a good job on the rest of your subject, keep it up luv! She said

"Mhm, I will keep that promise just you watch mom." I said boastfully

Well... My mother is very caring and kind to me she's the best mom I could ever have. My father also is the best to me since he is also a caring and a lovable father figure I could ever have.

The thing is... I am scared to let them know that I have my own problems as well but I just thinked that I might be a nuisance so I just kept it inside and ignored it and try to live a normal life, but I was dead wrong, my life would go downhill soon.

I have a stable relationship with my friends and with my boyfriend too... The thing is that my boyfriend is just too hostile even besides with me, it was horrible he even punched me on my stomach, my face and my left arm. Sometimes he would use his cigarette to stick it on my skin especially my legs is full of cigarettes burns. He always threatened me if I talk to other boys in my school he would leak out our "private stuff" to ruin my image and I didn't want that to happen.

When I got to my room and I saw my phone got a several texts and when I looked at it, it was my boyfriend. I opened my phone and to see what his texts about...

My eyes widened after I saw his messages, he is breaking up with me since he had another girl and told me that I'm not good enough... The audacity to call me I'm not good enough? Didn't he know how much Sacrifice I made just to make our relationship stable? I closed my phone and cried on my pillow.

I didn't know what to do, my head is static, my eyes is filled with sorrow and I could only think one thing... Suicide.

I know I will leave my mother and father behind but it was just too much for me to handle.

I searched at my cabinet to look for something that could kill me swiftly and painless... And then I saw it... Sleeping pills, now my mother and father are both experts when it comes to medicine since they're in pharmaceutical company and they're running their own pharmacy. They taught me everything they know about medicines, pills and even dangerous and Illegal medicines like Ecstasy, Marijuana, Methamphetamine and a Blue Crystal Methamphetamine.
I know how dangerous these things when overdose and I know how to do it.