Your POV
'How could do this to me Cameron! 'I start to yell at my boyfriend , probably about to be ex.
"Im sorry , I didn't mean to baby" He says reaching for my arm
"Oh that completely makes sense that you fucked one of my bestfriends that is like a sister too me! " I yell pulling my arm away while tears start pouring down my face.
'Babe , I can explain' he stutters
"The fuck is there to explain? , and don't call me baby , I don't ever want to talk to you , GO!" I yell to him pointing towards the door.
He gives up knowing that I'm not gonna be listening to what is gonna say.He walks towards the door his head in this hands , he looks back but seeing his face makes me fall back in love. This time is not happing.
He leaves the house and I slid down the wall shivering and crying.
'How could he do this to me' I ask myself sobbing
I look around and my body starts shaking
I have no one , my boyfriend's gone , and my "bestfriend" just fucked my boyfriend. My life's so messed up , its like I mess up everything, ever since my parents passed away I have been a mess. I can't even go to anyone since they all busy or not in California.
I get up with my legs that feel like they about to just give up and fall any minute.
I walk to what use to be Cameron and I room. I pack all my things in my PINK bag and take a deep breath when I find the teddy bear Cam got me for our first date. Should I keep it? No! It'll just make me miss him more.
I walk to the living room , grab my keys then go to my car and start driving not knowing where I'm going.I rent a hotel room and decide to stay there until I find an apartment or something. I get my room key and just collapse on my bed and instantly start crying again.
"Why!? " I yell
'Why me!?" I ask myself
I check my phone to see its 10:30 and I need sleep , maybe that'll calm me down hopefully.I get into my PJ's and get into bed. I lay there staring at the ceiling not use to the feeling of Cameron's strong , protective arms around me.
What did I do ' I ask myself and cry myself to sleep
