Opening up (sad)

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by avyrsq

by avyrsq

Tws: mentions of suicide and self harm !
(If you're not ok, you can always talk to me! Ily)
(Info, the friends in the groupchat are Mark, Tim, Charlotte, Lily)

Y/N's POV: It was like any other average night spending the rest of the night finishing off some house keeping stuff, talking to Margot, just as usual.
I was finishing up laundry, when my phone buzzed and buzzed with notifications from my main group chat with my so called "friends" , I clicked on it.
(The convo) also y=you
C: Uhm y/n.
Y: yeah, whats up Charlotte?
C: Whys all your display stuff pink
Y: the ones i posted on Instagram?
Y: Oh, I just wanted to match with Margot!
T: It looks ugly, and so does Margot
C: yeah it does ngll
M: Yeah it does
Ouch, that hurt. I felt like I was gonna burst into tears. It really isn't the first time that they said that or something like that. They always talked about me, or Margot. They would make plans in-front of my face and not invite me, all through-out school, they'd leave me out. They all probably hated me. I placed my phone back on the counter and looked over to Margot, she was cleaning up the living room, and she noticed me staring at her.
"What's up sweet girl? Why are you looking at me?"
She asked.
"Just looking at how pretty you are." I said, she giggled.

Margot's POV: Y/n seemed worried about something, she kept looking at me, with a worried look on her face. I finished up on the living room and walked up to her, hugging her from the back and attacking her with kisses.
"Are you worried about something?" I said, slightly tugging on the strings of her hoodie.
"No, of course not! Why would I be? I'm perfectly fine, as long as you are here with me, I'll always have a smile on my face."
"If you say so." I replied back , kissing her on her cheek.

Y/N's POV: Why did Margot ask me that? Was It getting more and more obvious that I'm really not okay? What did I do wrong? I can't mess this up for everyone! I tried to take a deep breath, because I could hear Margot following me along. I reached our room, and took my jewellery off. Margot came in and sat on the bed in-front of me. She hugged me tightly as I was still standing up, but now trembling because of how tight she was hugging me.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"That's what I should be asking you, I know something's wrong y/n, please tell me." She said, I couldn't hold back the tears, they had streamed down my face before I could say a word.

Margot's POV: I pulled away from the hug, and waited for y/n to take off her jewellery. When she had finished, I pulled her away so she was sitting down next to me on the bed. I kissed her lips,
"Talk to me, you know you can tell me anything. Whatever it is, I won't be mad at you, I promise." I said, tucking some strands of her hair behind her ear, and wiping the tears from her cheeks.
"Promise you won't get mad if its an incredibly long story..?"
"Promise." I said, y/n took a deep breath and started talking.
"My friends, they're being horrible to me right now, what did I even do to them for them to treat me this way? All I wanted was just to make them happy, they all hate me. They keep saying things that I like are ugly, and even calling you ugly. I fucking hate it. Its so obvious that Lily likes Charlotte better. They always whisper and point to me in-front of my face, It's great to know that my best friends are talking shit about me, I miss how they acted before. Now, my parent's, they got a divorce, and both my mother and father are too busy wrapped up in their own lives, and they probably have already moved on. I'm so mentally drained right now, Margot. You're the only part of it that I actually look forward to."
Y/n finishes and I can't help but sob. My heart, has just shattered into a million pieces, I can't believe how bad my poor girl was getting treated.
"Oh.. my gosh, y/n, I am so so sorry that they treated you like that, and your parents." I had so many things to say, but none of the words came out of my mouth. Y/n was crying at this point too. I hugged her tightly and let her cry on-to my shoulders.
"How long has this been going for, my love?"
Y/n sniffles, "about a year, now."
A YEAR? I could already feel my whole body about to shatter as well as my heart.
"Y/n, I love you, and I care for you with every single part of me. I'm here for you and I always will be, please, tell me if anything happens okay? I love you so so soo much. You're my favourite person y/n."
I said, wiping her tears.
"Now let's say you and I get into something comfier and cuddle for the rest of the night? Does that sound okay to you, sweet girl?" I said. Y/n's smile became bigger,
"Yep, I'm so in-love with you, Margot."
"So am I, my love." I said, gazing into her eyes.

We changed into something wayy comfier, and snuggled up next to each-other. I couldn't believe all that my poor girl has gone through.
"Y/n." I said,
"Hm??"
"You're incredibly strong, you know that , right?"
A big smile lit up on her face,
"I am.?!"
"Sure are, goodnight love."
"Goodnight, love you."
"I love you more."
AUTHORS NOTE: I'm sry i know this sucks 😭 I had soo many emotions but i couldn't write them down.
(ALSO REQUESTS PLS)