my lover, with other women.

I wake up, I'm confused that my boyfriend isn't next to me. He was with me last night? Until I saw a note:

"I'm sorry I had to leave to meet one of my work friends, love you - 'loyal boyfriend'

this has happened for the 5th time this week. What is his work friends are girls? And they are prettier than me? Maybe I'm overthinking it. I get out of bed and make myself breakfast. I sit by on the sofa, playing with my food. Maybe I'm just thirsty.. I put the food in the microwave. I check my phone to see if he left his location on. And it was. I clicked on it to show where he was, he was in town? I did need to get groceries for a couple weeks so I decided to get ready. Still thinking who his work friends could be, he never showed me them. I know I can trust him. But it feels like the time when we were teenagers and he said that he was hanging out with his friends when it turned out to be my friend. Who had the opposite features of me. I was upset. I felt numb. But I didn't want to think about it so much, so I got dressed, grabs the keys and left to go to the town.