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--Y/N's P.O.V.--

I hurried to the door as someone rang the doorbell. It was my friends Liz and Cady. They have been in my dance class for about five years now and we have been good friends ever since.

Billie used to be in our friendgroup but she left because of an injury and I didn't wanna talk or even think of Billie ever since she left. It made me feel alone and sad for some reason.

I knew that Billie became famous for her singing talent and I could remember she and I used to sing all types of songs when we hung out late till night at her house making her mom mad ass hell!

I enjoyed those times and the memories of it made me happy and sad at the same time. Even though I knew Billie would definitely sound amazing I never had the courage to look her up and listen to her music.

I was scared that if I did reality would really hit me and make it feel too real. That Billie left me. Or that maybe it was my fault and that I left her in the darkest times of her life.

I couldn't bear myself if I had that feeling aching over me every second so I never did and I avoided talking about her too.

Liz and Cady knew this. I didn't tell them but they knew me well enough that they noticed I was not the same without Billie. So they tried their best not to talk about her either.

As I let the girls in I finished making my morning drink.

'How have you slept Y/N??' Cady asked as I looked up from my drink to face her.

'Oh yeah you know the usual I was in my head so no but I'm okay' I looked down and then back at my drink stirring it. Liz and Cady shot a look at each other and looked down.

There was a small silence that filled the room. I knew what they were thinking. I knew they wanted to mention her. I knew it all. But they didn't of course. Cause they knew it would only make me more upset.

'And you girls?? How have ya'll slept??' I said breaking the ice. They looked back up at me then Liz spoke:

'I slept pretty well, and you?' she answered as she turned to Cady.

'Oh well I woke up at like 5AM and I couldn't sleep anymore so. That sucked but at least I got extra time to get ready' she chuckled which lightened up the mood and made us forget about Billie.

We all laughed and I said:

'Alrighty I'm done with my drink. What time is it?'

Liz looked down at her phone and read:

'It's 9:15 right now' Liz said looking back up at us. We had to be there at 10 and the drive was about 15 minutes so we still had time left.

'What should we do?' I questioned the girls. We stood there thinking for a second.

'Let's just chill?' Liz suggested. We all agreed and laid down on my bedroom floor.

Cady sat up as Liz rested her head in between Cady's legs as I just settled for the beanbag next to them. We just chilled for awhile on our phones and showed each other something now and then.

But after a while Liz showed something to Cady with a shocked face and when Cady saw it her mouth dropped open too.

I stared at them for a couple seconds waiting for them to show it to me too but they didn't.

'Hey what's up?' I simply questioned. They kept looking at the phone before they realized I was talking to them.

'Oh well there's this ne-' Liz stared but Cady cut her off by covering her mouth. She gave Liz a look and then smiled at me:

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