Feel me

Hot water

My name is Taylor, Taylor Sokolov. I said as I stared into the mirror already dreading the first day of junior year. They always have to make everyone introduce themselves not giving a crap if anyone is too anxious to do it. I fucking hate school.

I turned on the water and to my surprise my idiot sister, Faye left the hot water on. I immediately pulled my hand away as the evaporated water arose and made the mirror cloudy. Great my day just became better. I threw on my hoodie and grabbed my satchel bag and walked out the door. "Tay.." My annoying sister said to tease me. "What. What could you possibly want, Faye". I said as I turned around to face her. "Geez don't get so mad." She said as she sheepishly smiled and put her hands up like if I was some police officer telling her to put her hands up because she was under arrest.

"I just wanted to know if you could sit with me at lunch. It's my first day of HIGH SCHOOL!" she said excitedly. I don't know why she's always excited for school. I wish I could live in the moment just like her.

"Yeah sure." I said kind of feeling bad for the way I had reacted to her at first. This girl. Always so energetic I swear I could practically see her hopping to school instead of walking. That should be the least of my concerns because today I would have to see him. 

I looked at the other side of the street to see 2 boys who one of them turned to look at me and pointed at me. "It's Taylor the slut!" he said as the other boy turned and laughed. I put my hood on and started walking faster.

My sister ran up to me. "Taylor? Why are those boys calling you that?" She put her hand on my shoulder. "Look I don't want to talk about it okay?! And don't even go telling mom about this." I said coldly as I kept walking. I knew I made her feel bad but at this point why should I care?

I kept walking and put my string earpods in. Music was my savior, my everything. I love how it clouds up your mind and just makes it all better.

I saw the school already. Gosh I was close. Too close. Taylor. Don't let it happen again. Stop it this time.