* reminder it's dedicated to someone *
I have alot to say about you. How you hurt me more than a friend should. You laugh when I cry. I know that you have the feeling of being better. Being such a crap person to me. Yes you are my bestfriend but some days and almost everyday. You make me feel more useless. As if I am an over dramatic attention seeker. And the fact that I should always be happy for all the good things that happen in your life but you dont give a single crap about the good things in my life is just disgusting to me. You are the biggest Christian good girl I know. Yet you are .. and I'm sorry to say this but an evil person. You never cared about how I feeled now did you? When I would cry you'd just roll your eyes. What is so wrong with me that makes you want to be so terrible. You are a waste of my time and happiness. But I can't escape this friendship for I am in your chains...
