Everyday i think about it and cannot hold myself enough to not write about it now that from somewhere holding you to letting you go, this time i have to choose myself.
Maybe this is all i can hold now, hold our memories, our breaths, moments we spend together and everything that has you.. but as a memory only.
You no longer be part of my life now.
Somewhere from fighting everyday to trying resolving it.. i have to choose peace of mind, I know that this has to happen one day, maybe yesterday was best.
Somewhere from holding your hands to waving a good bye we have to be in a virtual farewell where our last words were, 'maybe this is best for both of us'.
Somewhere from celebrating everything together to accusing for not letting each other know about things, we lose us, we forgot that we are not fighting with each other we are fighting for each other.
You knew that I couldn't afford to be a situation to lose hope Because if i did i would lose myself too and if that happens i will mess up not with myself but with those who are connected to me directly or indirectly..
Somewhere or nowhere i will bounce back without you for sure.
To be continued..
