Now Where's Safe? (MAJOR EDITING HAPPENING)

Chapter 51

CLEMENTINES POV
I felt someone put there hand on me and start shaking me, I didn't want to respond thinking it was someone else to come beat and rape me.
The horrid images and flashbacks filled me head. After getting knocked out I was taken to their camp and me and Alvin got separated and I have seen him since...
At first I was kept in a room and tried to escape twice killing 5 men in the process so they put me into a "Obedience " room. Yeh, obedience my arse. I was beaten and raped multiple times until I felt like nothing, in fact I was nothing. I spent most of the day sitting on the floor of bed staring at the wall because I was nothing, I had nothing and I had no thoughts anymore or that a waited for me was the brutal beats and assault.
I'd given up.
I was just a slave or a toy or whatever you'd call me. I didn't care anymore.
My meals was just bread and water, the classic food for a slave. Skinner and skinner I got until I was basically just a beaten bag of bones with no purpose.
Then I got moved. they knew I was broken and that I wasn't going to try anything. As they moved me into the barn I passed a girl struggling but when she saw me leave the room, I saw the pure horror and fear in her face, she started kicking and screaming louder until I finally spoke for the first time in weeks or days.
" Stop fighting you won't win " my voice sounded broken and defeated.
"You should listen to her " a guy laughed.
I got dragged away after that and taken to the barn. people glanced at me as we walked through the horrid street.
When we got to the barn I was pushed in and left on some hay and that was that. I don't know how long I lay there. My throat was dry and my body was pleading for water and food. I knew they'd had it with me now and that I was nothing to them anymore so they were going to leave me here to die.
Then panic rose through my body when I heard the ear ringing alarm shake through the town. People's screams filled the air. I was trying to move but I didn't have to energy.
Maybe, this is how it is going to end? Maybe this is the end for me? I never thought it would end like this but I've survived long enough.
I lay there eyes closed waiting for fate to bite me, literally. So when I felt that hand grab me and shake me I didn't think for one second it was help until I opened my eyes and saw him. my Kenny.
I tried to tell him I loved him but I couldn't manage it. he got up and walked to the storage cup bored. painfully, I managed to roll over and sit up. Stumbling, Ben charged through the door slamming it shut behind him .
He saw me and ran over and hugged me then stood In front of me.
i was trying to manage to ask how it happened but he just evily spoke.
"I never cared about you, all you were was a job. I was paid for this and I enjoyed it every bit of it and well, every it of you" he smirked.
I managed to speak. "what..."
"I never wanted you and neither did lee"
"Leave lee out of this!"
" Why should i? Dont you know who paid me to do all of this?"
"No no no shut up! "
" he paid me to follow you and bring you here. "
"No shut up ben!!"
"All you ever will be and ever were was a dirty little job"
"KENNY!" I screeched.