*Joey's POV*
Today is vidcon I'm so excited to see all my friends and viewers around the world I've been getting so much support after I came out I've been wondering how many people will be there or if I will run into Shane last I heard he got a new girlfriend but I could he wrong he hasn't been on Twitter but he updates his Facebook and YouTube a lot but I don't miss him.
Mind: Don't say that Joey you miss him get your head together Joey get him back. GET HIM BACK!!!!
Joey: Leave me along mind I don't need you anymore I'm over him.
Mind: Yeah right.
I am over him I'm not in love with him I don't forgive but why do I cry over him why do I try to text him he doesn't even answer me why do I say I forgive him but I don't it's not me I'm not myself at this moment of the depression stage of breaking up. I just want Shane back I want to see him come visit me at my house where we can watch movies and cuddle or I cook my special eggs in the morning for him give me that please give me him back give me that happiness I need I miss him. *tear comes down face*
I say to myself don't cry Joey don't cry someone will replace Shane one day you will see.
I just hate myself why did I leave him why did he have to get drunk at that party or why did I have to break up with him and lie saying I didn't love him anymore. I want him to forgive me but he moved on and I haven't.
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