To the moon and back - REMAKE

One

"I just feel... like, im not myself." Seojun told his therapist who was sitting across from him.
"And this feeling.. how long did you experience it?" The therapist said as he wrote down notes on his clip board.
"Ever since, he graduated."
Seojun replied.
"He graduated 2 years ago, did this feeling linger all the way until now?, or did it come on and off?" The therapist looked up at Seojun as he said this.
"I felt it, ever since. I just want him back.." Seojun muttered as he desperately looked around the room, seeking for comfort that he'll never have.

His therapy session ended, sipping some coffee, Seojun relaxed on a bench at a park.
He can't help but think of him. His therapist was worried that Seojun never mentioned this feeling he has been feeling.. no, he felt this for years now. "How come he doesn't have any social medias? Does he go by an online username?" Seojun thought to himself. He leans back and looks up at the sky, it's a cloudy day today. Since it's already 5pm, he should start getting home.

The streets become full as traffic occupies it, Its dark and gloomy and particularly dangerous to walk around alone, but alas Seojun, roamed the streets, what a coinsidence that he decided to not use his car and walk from and to his house and now there's a thunderstorm on the weather news.

The sky began to fill with gloomy grey clouds,This isn't a great sign, he didn't expect it to rain so soon.
It starts drizzling lightly then what was a light drizzle became harsh droplets of water splashing over his head, SeoJun needed to be dry to avoid a risk of getting a fever,he didnt want to put his studying to a stop.

He looked to his right and saw a bus stop across the road, it has seats and shelter from the rain he thought of running there. looking around, there isn't any more cars passing by so he makes a run for it and sprints, little did he know that a car was speeding in his direction with the head light off. It was so dark that he didn't see the car, and the rain filtered the sound of the car, only the rain hitting the road was to be heard.

As he runs he looks to his left to hear a faint noise coming from his right, it was only a matter of milliseconds that the speeding automobile crashed right at him.
Seojun flew a few feet off of the ground from the harsh impact, the last thing he saw before passing out was the gloomy sky..

"M-mother?" Seojun said as he got up, a black figure stood before him, is this his mother? "Seojun?, my son. What happened to you?" The black misty figure replied.
"Mother.. I don't know,please help me overcome this." Seojun mutters through his sobs.
"Do not cry my child, I will give you another chance. But do not waste your life depressed and being sickly over a man again." The figure said seriously.
"Mother, I am not sure if I can forget him, do you not understand my love for him?"
Seojun desperately explained.
"This chance will be your last, after this I am not able to assist you, do you understand? Make do of the life you have left." His mother replied, seojun nods as he wipes his tears.
"May you forgive me, mother."
Seojun said as he starts crying again.

Seojun opens his eyes and realizes he is laying down. "Ugh.. was I dreaming?"

To be continued..