A blood curdiling scream rising from my throat.
A scream filled with the pleasure of this great pain.
Begging for anyone to stab me anyone to bite me.
Can't inflict enough pain to satisfy these urges.
Many ways to hurt myself but which one is the right?
Razor blades, spikes, and knifes are all great choices.
Have to mix it up so I don't get bored.
Wanting more pleasure but nothing works.
People asking me why I have so many scars.
Is it okay to say it was just an amazing time?
Oh my god baby please just stab me once more.
I'm sure it won't bleed to bad.
Come on, who cares just make it hurt.
All this led to my demise.
Now as I watch myself being buried what am I to do?
