June 2021. It's been a couple months since me and my ex broke up and i got lead on by someone i thought i liked. So i decided to go on a walk in the park to clear my mind. Thats when i saw her she looked so beautiful, but i could tell something was wrong. It took me awhile to build up the courage to walk over and sit down beside her as im a really nervous person. "Are you okay?" i asked nervously "Im fine." she said. Like i was gonna believe that when i could tell she was upset about something "Do you like cats?" stupid i know but i just wanted a way to cheer her up and make her smile or laugh. "Yeah." she replied as i brought up my phone and started showing her videos of cats and really anything funny i could find. "Im Taylor" she said. Right introductions my most favorite thing not"Im Shady" "I like your name its pretty." i couldn't help but smile when she said that . We spent the rest of the day together watching tictoks,talking and just really getting to know each other it was nice. We exchanged numbers before parting ways the whole way home i couldn't stop thinking about her . When we got home we texted immediately i couldn't stop smiling. (a few weeks later)Something about her was different but what? Yeah I've had a ex and been with people before but it never really felt like this. Maybe its the way shes being nice to me and caring or maybe i fall in-love to easy. Id be lying if i said i didn't already kinda have a crush , but who am i kidding she's probably straight and uninterested . Its best i move on and get over it right? Wrong im already in love no going back now even if it hurts. Yeah i know it's stupid im already falling in love but how could i not ? Ive already told my friends about her and everything. I smile whenever they mention her to the point they're starting to wonder if i like her but i deny it each time because she's probably straight unlike me. Maybe im just destined to be alone because it sure does feel like that, i mean every relationship i get in just goes horribly wrong i either get ghosted or find out they didn't even like me to begin with like ow?I Think about it for a moment before laying down on the bed with my cat, i hear my phone go off and its from her, I cant help but get excited."You doing anything later?" she asks "no :)" i reply "wanna hangout?!" i read the message and immediately start smiling and kicking my feet dramatic i know. "ofc i do!" i type back then immediately toss my phone out of nervousness's. Its like a date only its not because she's probably not into that but its all ok! i cant wait for us to hangout later im just scared these feelings are gonna mess it up.
author note:
tay has dark blonde hair with greenish eyes and i have light blonde hair with greyish blue eyes shes taller im shorter and so on :) im sorry if this chapter is all over the place ive never really written anything before and im just doing whatever comes to mind i dont expect this to ever get popular im just doing it out of fun because i cant get it out of my head and it's driving me crazy . i was trying to do 1.5k words in hopes of making it a book one day but that'll never happen so i can only hope
