the ceo

the confession

His hand were all over my body, making him irresistible. His hand slides up my thigh making me gasp loud in his ear, makingme jump awake. I gasp for air not knowing why I was dreaming about sex, sex with him, my boss!! The next morning I went to work confused about what I was dreaming about last night and was scared to see him. I was working at my desk when my boss Daniël wanted me to go on a work trip with him, making me think it wouldn't be a good idea but at the other hand, it would help me build up my career.'' Isabel, you have to give me an answer by next Monday or book me a flight and hotel for only me.'' Daniël told me with a very serious face, NEXT MONDAY! Ireally have to make a decision. My boss is a CEO of the best company with demost owner ship in London, he's 6 foot 4, light brown curled haired muscled manmaybe that's why I was dreaming about him , but he will never fall for a 5 footlong brown haired woman. The next day we had an important meeting with someclients, Daniël sat right at the head of the table with me by his side as his personal assistant. I had my computer all set up to take notes for the meeting, all was well and even the son of the client was flirting with me, he was the opposite of Daniël, he was nice, tall I would say around 6 foot 2 and he had dark hair with golden brown eyes. Itried to flirt back and take all the notes, when suddenly I got an e-mail from Daniël in the middle of the meeting. ''Will you stop flirting with the clients son, Isabel.'' I was stunned that I turned red and looked at him surprised, I wanted to say something but then noticed that he was mad and pointed at my computer ,that's when I realized that he sent another e-mail from him saying: '' Isabel Ithink you should know that your rubbing my leg instead of yours''. I wanted to run out of the meeting and out of the office, I didn't let my guard down, I didn't look at him anymore and took my leg away from his. Daniël looked surprised when I took my leg away, like he didn't want me to take it away, but why would he have said anything? When the meeting ended Daniël and the client asked if I could send all the notes, Idid as I was told. but then the son , his name is apparently Benjamin, he me for my number after the meeting right infront of Daniël. Daniël looked mad and even angrier when I gave my number to Benjamin, after everyone left Daniël approached me and demanded that I needed to book aflight with two business class seats plus one hotel room only one. ''Do youwant one bed or two separated ones?'' I asked, ''are you comfortable with onebed, because I don't want separate ones'' Daniël said, I surely had a surprised face with nothing to say but then he just walked away. I booked everything even the room but I didn't think I wanted to share a bed with him, so I walked to his office and barged in, '' you're not even giving me a choice anymore Daniël'' .It was the first time saying his name. '' Did you already book everything?'' he asked and I told him yes, '' Isabel while you're working for me, I am expecting you to go on work trips with me and willing to sleep in the same room and bed, I don't want you talking to other men''. I was stunned on what he said that I turned red in disbelief and told him: '' Daniël as my boss you can't tell me what to do in my love life and I am only going so I can improve in this career'' he had smug grin on his face that made me mad, '' you should use my name more often it sounds great coming from you and when do we leave for Italy?'' he asked but what did he mean with what he said about his name?. '' we leave tomorrow, the flightis at 6 AM so be ready'' I told him and left to get some paperwork done, leaving him in his office. I got a call from Benjamin so I answered, '' would you like to go on a date tonight I will pick you up at 7 pm, if you want?''Benjamin asked, '' I have to check if I can leave early tonight and if so Iwill send my address'' when I told him that I saw Daniël looking right at me glaring at what I was doing so I ended the call with Benjamin, I called Daniel on the office phone and asked if I could leave early. ''Why do you need to go early?''he asked and I needed to make up a lie so he didn't suspect anything, I toldhim: '' I need to pack for tomorrow and need a good night sleep and so do you.'' Isabel are you demanding me now? hesaid, ''of course if you're not caring for yourself'. He looked stunned from afar but why I wouldn't know. ''If we are leaving early, have dinner with me first so I know you have eaten?'' he asked and I didn't know what to say because I was supposed to go with Benjamin, but I couldn't say no or he will suspect something. ''Alright then but I don't want anything fancy, I am not dressed for that.'' I told him annoyed, ''Anything foryou love.'' I hung op, what was that ? Why did he call me love? So many questions but first I need to call Benjamin. I went outside to grab some air and to call Benjamin, '' Hi I can't do dinner tonight but I can go after I am back.'' I told him with a little bit of guilt, ''Don't worry Isabel, I will see you when your back.'' and he hung up, I felt weird when he said my name it wasn't the same when Daniël said mine. I don'tknow what I am thinking am I falling for my boss, I couldn't right? I won't ,thenext three days are going to be professional and the dinner too. I was working so focused that it took me a good five minutes to noticed that Daniël was standing there, '' do you need something sir?'' I asked politely '' yes Isabel,we have reservation that we need to go to" he told me but his voice didn't sit right with me '' you could refer to me as miss Ferreira , I will get my things and we can go.'' I think that was a bit harsh because is face went stiff. ''what happened with first name basses Isabel or should I say miss Ferreira? '' his voice sounded sad that I felt to explain myself '' I think last names are alittle more formal as coworkers and more so with my boss sir''. '' Let's get going then, with my car'', '' yes sir '' I responded as formal as I could but a feeling in me said it is a bad idee to go with him now. We arrived at the restaurant and the waiter asked for the name of the reservation name, '' table for two, Daniël Lopez '' he said so bossy as if he was better than the waiter, ''right mister Lopez we have you at the V.I.P section'' V.I.P? seriously I didn'twant anything fancy, I really am furious with him now. After we sat down he asked me if I been here before, '' my salary isn't high enough to pay for this place sir'', '' again with the sir, Isabel this isn't work please call me Daniël? '' he is begging me now, how good to know he would beg. '' why should I listen to you if you don't even listen to me '' I told him straight up, '' ofcourse I would listen to you'', '' no you don't I didn't want anything fancy and here we are at V.I.P!". '' Isabel'' he said with a soft voice and stopped for a moment '' you said you didn't want to because you're not dressed for it ,but I think you look as miraculous as always miss Ferreira'' I turned brightred as I heard those words come out of his mouth, sitting in front of him speechless doesn't bother him? ''what happened with first name basses outsideof work'' I asked ,'' well you didn't wanted to listen right?'' I don't know what to say, so I just said: '' I want to listen to all of you'', ''and what is that supposed to mean love''. There he goes again with love, '''why are you calling me love'' , why wouldn't I love '' he told me with this time a very cute smile on his face, I tried to change the subject to tell each other about are self. '' in the three years we worked together have you ever dreamt about me Isabel ?'' he asked , I was stunned, why that question, I turned red when I answered : '' no why would I'' trying to hide the smile on the thought of the dream that I had, '' did you Daniël?'' I asked fast so that I turned the attention to him. '' as a matter of fact I have Isabel, many times'' he said sosoftly as it was my dream all over again,'' you had a dream about what?'', '' IsabelI couldn't possible tell you, let's wait till we have something in the future so I can show you? '' let's Wait? Future? Show me? What is happening? '' Daniël do you want a relationship?'' I asked scared for his answer , '' uhm I am not sure on what I want or when but I know I just want you love '' I melted as is answer went right through me, '' I don't think we would be a good match in the way we treat each other, at work oroutside Daniël'' I told him with a toon of disbelief. '' Isabel I will take you home to make sure you go home safely, is that okey with you?'','' yes that is fine with me, thank you Daniël''. He paid for the meal and took me home to my apartment , we sat there in front of my apartment and he said : '' go pack you things and bring them to me, your sleeping at my penthouse with me!'' It was demanding and I sort of liked it so I did as he said not saying a word to him, we arrived at is penthouse so I asked : '' why do you want me here?'' , Isabel if we're going to share a bed we might as well do it today so tomorrow won't be to awkward for you'' it was a good point on what he said but I forgot an extra spare of pajama's, so I asked if I could barrow a shirt? '' of course you can love, pick one in the second drawer'', ''thank you'' . before going to bed I wanted some tea so Daniël made some for me, '' chamomile honey is your favorite right?'' how did he know , '' yeah but how ?''', ''I see you drink it everyday Isabel, you really think I don't noticed''. Does he always watch me ? , ''Daniël, how long have you liked me?'' I was scared out of my guts ,why did I even asked.'' To be honest sins you worked for me but I didn't know that until a year and a half ago that I really liked you'' I was stunned my mouth dropped right open, I was speechless at last. '' I didn't mean to scare you Isabel but do you feel something for me?'', I don't know what to answer because in my mind I hate him,I never saw him a other way then my boss .'' I am sorry Daniël I haven't really thought about I only see you as my boss" I answered quietly so he didn't wait long, '' ow I see, well I am going to sleep'' he said it with a sad tone in isvoice I felt so sorry for him, but I think it was the truth. I called a friend while I was drinking my tea so I wasn't alone, after a hour of talking I made my way into is bedroom laying right next to him in his shirt! ''Daniël ?'' Isaid softly to know if he is awake and he wasn't, I don't know what I was thinking but I wanted to tell him something '' Daniël I actually hate you as my boss like I really do but lately your making me feel things that I don't want to ''I tried to be as quit as possible but he woke up, '' Isabel is that you?'', yes I said and he fell right back asleep , did he hear me or was he still asleep twenty minutes went by thinking about everything that I fell asleep too.