Rejection. I am the type of person who if one person pushes me away or rejects me I am gonna push everyone away. I am gonna cry by myself. I am gonna feel unwanted for as long as I can till someone comes to me. It is kinda toxic and bad how when I am hurting I shut myself off.
I just feel like if I go to someone, I am bugging them and I am a pest and newness. Like no one in this world wants me, needs me or deserves my stupidness. Like I don't deserve anything or anyone good. Maybe love isn't for me.
Love is stupid and not having love hurts more than love that ends in hurt and heartbreak.
They are all the type of guy who wants a skinny white clear girl. Someone with a very dirty mind, who might skip class, who is dumb and silly. Someone with rich parents, a pretty voice, soft straight long hair. Long eye lashes, pink lips, pretty smile, white teeth. That's what they want.
We all know that is not me.
So I stand by these three words.
Love is fuck.
A/N
Still gonna be a lovesick bitch but love is fuck.
Am I the only one who can't take a compliment or will not believe a guy when he says I like you or I love you?
Silver out <3
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Relatable shit
PoetrySometimes you just feel sad and empty but never fear, some people feel the same! Anyway, this book is not a story but shot book.
