YANDERE to the CORE

1. Why?

Hi. I'm bad at introductions.
Anyways
I'm Diana and I recently moved to a nice cozy house away from my parents and relatives in order to live a new life and get adapt to my new job.

I'm in my mid twenties and in no rush of getting in a relationship despite my parent's complaints about it.

I don't really care about it as I'm more willing to earn money to pay for my rents, clothes , food and my parents for all the things I own them for.

Anyway I'm rambling too much.

So yeah it's the start of my day,
I recently moved all my stuff ; clothes in my closet, kitchen appliances in the kitchen ,though I don't really know how to cook at all but meh, I'll try not to burn the house down.

My bedroom is filled with music covers such as Nirvana, Arctic Monkeys, Mitski,Mother Mother, MCR, The Neighborhood and Deftones and others..Yeahhhh I'm still obsessed
But who isn't seriously.

I also have a window near the bed, which gives me a nice view of the stars outside at night
And I'm rambling again, aren't I?

I finished moving my stuff and took out my monster energy drink.
(Every single one is my favourite)

And plopped on the couch, watching my favourite cartoon,
don't judge me, I bet you still watch thoses too
I mumble ; "maybe I'll watch anime later.
Orrr maybe I should take a shower. "
I sniffed myself and my face twist in disgust.

"Yep I definitely should"

I got up and quickly rammaged through my closet,
pull out a pair of shorts and an oversize t-shirt of Pierce the Veil and went to take a shower,
Cold of course since the summer has been way too hot recently.

After fifteen minutes and a few dissociation later, I finally got out of the shower and tried to made myself some ramen, the difficult ones usually find on Pinterest,
Don't ask why, it was the intrusive thoughts and I was hungry.

I sat back on the couch and looked at the time.
It was already 3 : 20pm and I had nothing else to do,
So I decided to call my parents since I hadn't call them for weeks.

I viewed my phone and saw fifteen missing messages, mostly from my mom and dad which made me nearly died on my noodles.

"That's it, I'll make my funeral and cupcakke better be playing at it" I said , talking to myself as I click on call back, silently praying for my life.

My mom calls back, her voice sounding terrifyingly calm
Mom : "....hi"

I responded with hi too

Mom :"how was your day?"

I gulped and said that it was fine

Mom: "what did I said to you before you left us weeks ago?"

I responded: "not to forget to call you more than three times a week..."

She sighs

Mom :" whatever I don't care"

Damn

Mom : "your siblings/ cousin wanted to say hi and asked you to send them food on your way"

I rolled my eyes
: "Woowww what a great way to say that they miss me, that's really creative.

They only care about food.
Tell them to bring their own money then."

Mom *chuckles a bit*
: "Anyway I just wanted to ask how you were doing dear"

:" I already told you not to call me that... it's weird.
Plus don't you usually call our pet like that?"