She might want him now, but for Lisa, he would always want her and would always choose her above anything else. Once again, he admitted to himself. Her power and influence over him was absolute.
Lisa would be lying if he said that he didn't desire her. However, his own inexperience when it comes to intimacy made him wonder if he would be able to please her and give the sexual satisfaction that she needed.
He briefly wondered if he made the wrong decision to abstain from doing it in the past with another woman, but his mind immediately rejected the idea. He couldn't do what other men did with other women. Lisa refused to succumb to his primal instinct, not unless he could do it with Jennie.
When Jennie suggested that they should start sharing the same room and sleep on the same bed yesterday, he already knew her intention. She had already made a decision to delay having a child, but it didn't mean that she was opposed to the idea of doing the process of baby making itself.
"Jennie, are you sure?" He asked, hoping that she wouldn't regret what would happen between them tonight. He also made a mental note to be careful with her, as no woman wanted to be ravaged and treated roughly on their first time.
"Yes." Jennie whimpered, looking down as she realized how forward she was tonight.
Lisa had always been patient with her, and she didn't think she would be lucky enough to meet someone like him if she missed this chance to be with him for the second time.
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He glanced at the half completed report he was working on and decided to continue it in the morning, because even if he didn't want to admit it, Jennie's presence was distracting him at this very moment. After turning off his laptop, he went and stood next to the bed, looking at his fiancée with complex emotions surging within him.
Did she even know that she was his dream that came true?
Lisa couldn't encapsulate the feeling he had for her from all the lifetimes he had lived without her by his side. He wished that she would stay and would never forget him again.
He gently slid in and joined her on the bed with a hand reaching out to touch her face, willing to convince himself that she won't be leaving again. That she had accepted him fully and was about to become his wife.
Her cheeks dusted with pink as she allowed him to touch her. She leaned into his touch, nuzzling against him as he lightly caressed her cheeks with the pad of his thumb. Jennie was the only one who showed him this kind of intimacy, as he was never one to be fond of another person's touch.
Come to think of it, even his own parents didn't spare him a glance as far as he could remember. Lisa knew that he wasn't born out of love, but for the need of an heir for his father to use as an advantage against his brothers to succeed their family business. He was awed by this woman who loved him when no one else had.
The safety of her company, and the fact that she loved him, allowed Lisa to truly relax and show hints of the man behind his emotionless mask. She, alone, was the only one worthy to see every side of him.
At that moment, he had a sense of clarity that soothed him. He was now looking forward to a life with her, to passions and things he never thought he would have.
"I wish to be with you forever." He suddenly blurted out, surprising not only Jennie, but also himself
Jennie's eyes widened, as she realized what he'd meant with those words. A wide smile bloomed on her face as she nodded her head with an unguarded expression of love in her eyes. She wasn't repulsed by the idea of being with him for a very long time.
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The Wicked Wife 2
Hayran KurguIn her past life, Jennie lost everything when her father's other daughter came, essentially ruining her life. Only at the end of her life did her half-sister Krystal, reveal the truth. Jennie wasn't her parents' real child, but an orphan that they...