A Bestfriends Boyfriend

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by cleverrin

by cleverrin

I'm Kesha, her friend before. But our friendship broke when I fall in-love with her boyfriend.

It started when she had a crush on someone. At dahil nga kaibigan nya ako ay ako ang laging nasasabihan nya tungkol sa taong ito. Kung gaano ito ka-tangkad, ka-gwapo, at ka-bait. Of course I supported her. Giving her advice when she doesn't know her feeling or she's having insecurities. Lagi ko syang ini-encourage.

And one day I just found out that they are in relationship. I was so happy, of course dahil naging parte ako ng buhay pag-ibig nya. That I'm on her side, and I'll continue to do so since she's my bestfriend.

But one day I met her boyfriend, unexpectedly. Tinulungan nya akong buhatin ang mga libro dahil mahihirapan akong buhatin ito. And I thought to myself that how lucky my bestfriend is to have such a kind guy. And unknowingly, I started admiring him. And unknowingly, I started falling for him dahil araw-araw ko syang naririnig sa kaibigan ko. Hindi ko napansin na sobra sobrang nahuhulog na ako sa boyfriend ng bestfriend ko.

“Darryl, I like you!” I announced even if I'm sure he won't like me back since he really love my bestfriend. But I'm drunk that day. Nagpakalasing ng malamang ga-graduate na pala sya at may isang taong pa kami kaya di ko na sya makikita.

“Mikka I'm sorry, but I don't like you. You know how I love Fei, your bestfriend.” he said while feeling sorry. Alam ko, I'm pitiful and a traitor. Kasi nagkagusto ako sa taong hindi dapat.

“Kahit konti lang, hindi mo ba ako nagustuhan o nakita manlang?” I foolishly asked.

“Sorry, but she's all I see. Nothing can change that.” and because of his reply I thought. If it's the last time I'm going to see him then why make it memorable? ... And that was the biggest mistake I ever made.

“MIKAELA? WHAT'S THE MEANING OF THIS?” Ang gulat at malungkot na sigaw ni Fei ang syang gumising sa diwa ko. Doon ko lang napansin ang magkadikit na labi naming dalawa. Pinipilit kumawala ni Darryl pero malakas ko syang kinapitan. Doon ko napagtanto ang ginawa, malakas akong tinulak ni Darryl ng lumuwag ang hawak ko. I stumble on the ground. Pero hindi ako makaramdam ng sakit dahil sa pagkakabagsak, kundi dahil sa mga mata ni Fei na puno ng hinanakit at pagkabigo.

“F-fei---” hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ng dumapo ang palad nya sa akin. Galit at mangiyak-ngiyak nya akong tinitigan. Nadurog ang puso ko. I don't know what to do. Coz I know it's my fault. I can't even explain myself.

“Kailan pa Mikka? When did you started liking my Boyfriend?” sa bawat salita, ramdam mo ang sakit. Sa bawat bigkas, alam kong pinipigilan nyang sumigaw.

“I d-don't k-know.” since that's the truth. I don't know exactly when.

“But he's my boyfriend— and I thought you're happy for me? Bakit? Do you hate me? Or are you fed up with my Blabbing and stories?”

“It's not that---”

“THEN WHY?” I kept silence. Because I know it's too late.

“I'm sorry”

“We're over. I don't want to be friends with you anymore.” she said. Hindi ako sigurado kung seryoso sya o hindi. But for me, I thought that it's just right for me, dahil sa ginawa ko.

Umalis sila ng akay-akay ni Darryl ang tumatangis na si Fei. That's where my tears started rushing down my cheeks. I cried silently. And there I realized. Darryl's rejection didn't hurt me much as I'm hurting because I lost a friend, a bestfriend.

A bestfriend that like a sister. Laging anjan sa tabi ko. Who always care for me in my hardest time. But I lost her because of my foolishness.

But it's too late for regret, since what I've done is something unforgivable.

Something that shouldn't have done and felt in the first place.

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𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒎 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒎𝒆. 𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒑𝒚 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌.
_𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒔, 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒏❣️