𝟭𝟬. 𝗦𝗲𝗰𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗱 {𝗥𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗼𝗽𝘀 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱}

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Maddie walked into the bar. She was angry. She was furious.  Shocked. Addison and how she was back. Her mom, she hadn't seen her in years and not only that she was married to derek. The man that she had fallen in love with. She couldn't believe it. She knew that addison was her mom and she loved her mom but she knew that it made things a lot more complicated. Especially as she knew how addison had given her and Riley up years ago

Maddie grabbed a vodka shot and downed it. She needed alcohol and a lot of it. She grabbed another shot and downed it. She didn't know what to do and she knew how she was avoiding addison and how she would soon have to come face to face with her

Maddie ran a hand through her hair as she looked to joe as he stood behind the bar

"You look familiar. You been here before?" Joe asked as Maddie smiled

"You could say that" maddie said

"I know that look. It'll be one of two things. Either your boss is giving you hell or your boyfriend is. Which is it?" He asked

"Both. My boyfriend is my boss, which was a problem. But not as big a problem as the fact that my boyfriend has a wife or shall I mentioned that he's big only my boyfriend my boss but he is apparently married to my exchanges mother" Maddie said

"Tell you what, this one, it's on the house" he said as she downed the next shot.

Maddie looked to her phone and rolled her eyes as she see the missed calls and messages off of derek. She didn't want to hear it. She didn't want to talk to him over the fact her mom was back and she didn't want to talk to her mom either. Maddie didn't even know if she could her they after all of those years

Maddie looked as Meredith, George and Cristina walked in as they sat at the bar. Meredith looked to her and frowned

"Are you okay? Madd ?" Meredith asked as Maddie looked to the three of them as Riley walked in and sat at the bar. She ordered herself a drink as and looked to maddie and frowned

"What's up with moody?" Maddie asked

"Let's play a game of whose life sucks the most. I'll win. I always win" Maddie said

"No, you don't want to play with me" Cristina said

"Oh, I do. I'll even go first. Derek's married to my mom who is here" Maddie said as Ricky choked on her drink and spat it out. In shock. In shock that her mother was there and married to derek knowing what it meant for Maddie and derek

"What the fuck did you say?" Riley asked her sister

"Riley , vodka is dripping from your nostrils" Meredith said

"Told you I'd win" Maddie said

"Do you want to talk about it" Meredith asked as Maddie looked to her

"Why would I want to? The first time I open up my heart and this happens. I know what I got into.. I didn't plan on falling for him and all the shit happened and fuck I have to face my mom who gave me bad Riley up and hes her husband and god"  Maddie  said as she downed her drink and slammed the glass down before she walked out of the bar. She couldn't be there

Maddie knew it was all a mess and how she felt as if her head would explode

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