BanG Dream: Childhood Feelings [Aoba Moca x Male Reader]

Chapter 4 - Painful Days

[Word count - 782]

A few days later...

Location - (L/N) Residence, (Y/N)'s Room

Your POV

Ever since Moca found out I was lying to her, she refuses to talk to me. Sure, it's only been a few days, so I don't expect her to forgive me right away, but still... the fact that she is ghosting me like this... it hurts a lot.

I've been sending her constant text messages just to get her to notice me.

Your text: Moca, can we talk? :(

Your text: I'm sorry for lying to you. Please forgive me.

Your text: Please talk to me. I miss you.

I'm starting to act desperate at this point. Moca really is upset with me. I know I would get annoyed by her a lot every time she acted clingy towards me, but now that she stopped, why do I feel uneasy?

Knock knock

I heard a knock on my bedroom door, and I heard my mother's voice on the other side of it.

"Son! Dinner is ready!"

"Okay! I'll be down shortly!"

I guess I shouldn't be thinking about this too much. I should be able to enjoy a nice relaxing evening with my family, and tomorrow, I can come up with a plan to get Moca to forgive me.
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The next day...

Location - Downtown Area

I managed to survive school for the day, but my mind was occupied. I kept thinking about how I can get Moca to forgive me, and I was thinking that maybe I shouldn't tackle this problem alone. Prehaps I can get someone else from Afterglow to help me. After all, they've hung out with Moca more times than I have.

Who can I ask, though? I guess I can ask Ran to help me out. However, I bet she is

probably mad at me for making Moca sad in the first place. I guess that only leaves Himari, Tomoe and Tsugumi.

"Hey, (Y/N)!"

Someone was calling out to me. I turned around and spotted a very serious Tomoe in my direction. I think she's mad at me. She came closer to me.

"Ummm... hi, Tomoe." I said awkwardly.

"I heard you made Moca upset, is that true?" She asked.

I guess there's no going back now... I have to tell her the truth.

"Yes, it's truth..." I said. "I ignored Moca's phone calls because I needed a break from her, but instead, I ended up lying to her face and said that my phone was broken."

"I see."

"You're mad at me, aren't you?" I asked.

Tomoe thought for a moment, then she let out a sigh.

"Well, I don't approve of you lying to my friend that, but I guess I can see why you wanted some time away from her." She said.

"Yeah..."

Then Tomoe had more to say.

"But I can't blame Moca for being this attached to you. After all, she really does love you a lot, and being pushed away by the one person you love the most can hurt a lot."

She was right about that... I was denying it at first, but maybe... I do have feelings for Moca as well. And what did I do? I acted like an idiot and lied to her face.

Soon enough, I began to break down and start crying. Tears were flowing down from my face, and I felt an embrace coning from Tomoe. I looked up at her and she gave me a warm smile.

"Hey, it's okay man." She said. "Go ahead and let it all out."

I nodded and cried more as I hugged her tightly. I must've been crying for at least a few minutes before I eventually stopped crying, and I broke the hug.

"There. Feel better?"

"I think so, yeah..." I said and I started wiping away the remaining tears on my face.

"Well, now you got that out of your system, what do you plan to do now?" She asked.

"I'm gonna apologize to Moca again, but this time, I'm going to do it in person." I said, and this time, I'm not going to give up until she does.

"Do you need me to come with you?" She asked.

"Well..."

I thought about it at first, but I let out a small smile.

"No, I'm the one who made Moca upset, so it's only right that I should fix it myself."

Hearing that, Tomoe gave me a proud smile.

"Then best of luck to you, we'll be here rooting for you."

To be continued

A/N: Thank you so much for reading this chapter. I hope you guys liked it and I'll see you in the next one. :)