The darkside of me {SK8 the infinity story}

Part 2

Since that day, Reki and Langa seemed to be.. More caring.

They went to the movies with me, to the park and much more places that I like.

I knew what was it for.. they wanted me to get the race out of my head.. but it didn't worked.

I was thinking about the race all day.

After 2 days, Reki and Langa wanted to take me to the park again, but I refused. "I have some plans tonight guys.." I said. "Come on Autumn!!" Reki said as Langa noded. "No guys, really, just go together, its fine!" I said with a smile.

Both Reki and Langa gave in and they left.

I was all alone.

I needed time to think, I needed to think all this over from the top to the bottom, from left to right. Every little detail was important. Everything.

If I go, I might get hurt so Reki will be worried.. If I go, I might not get hurt but Reki will be mad.. If I don't go I might lose my only chance to go and beat that idiot..

I was just thinking.. And thinking..

I wanted to go.. But Reki.. I didn't wanted to make him worried. I know how he is and I know if I get hurt he will be really sad and depressed. I can't risk that to happen again. I can't let him do all those things to himself again.

So I shouldnt go right..?

I asked from myself and I looked at my phone.

I read the infos about the race again and I noticed something.

"Special invitation to... WOLFIE?!!" I shouted.

Wolfie was my skating name. He wanted me to be there.. He WANTED me to race with him. Now I can't back up! I need to race him!!

I wanted to click on the sign button but I stopped.

Whats wrong with me? I can't click on it.. Why?

I wanted to do it but, I might need some time to think.. Maybe I will talk to Langa about it.

After another 2 days. I was thinking every minute, I didn't know what to do, Langa noticed how I was acting, he knew what was going on.

At night, he came to my room and knocked on the door. "Yes?" I answered to the knock. He opened the door. "Autumn I think we need to talk." He said. I knew what was he talking about. "Langa.. its.. not the best time.." I said. "Stop with the excuses Autumn! I saw what was on the poster I'm not dumb!" He said. "You saw it??" I asked. "Yes I did, in fact, everyone did!!" He said. "Wait did..?" "No, Reki didn't saw it." "Okay good.." "Good?!! Autumn this is horrible!! Everyone saw your name!! They want you to be there!!!" "Yes I fucking know Langa!!" "Then why do you say "okay good"?!!" I didn't answered. I looked at my table. "Look.. Autumn.." He started. "You know I'm just worried.. You saw what happened to me and Reki..." "Yes.. I was there.." "Then why are you doing this..?" He asked.

I wanted to answer.. But I didn't know it myself either.

There was silence.

The silence broke when Langa came closer and hugged me.

"Autumn.. Even if you do it... Tell me.. I won't tell Reki.. I just wanna make sure you will be alright.." He said. I noded and hugged him back.

I knew he only wanted to look after me just like Reki, but I was afraid if I tell him and he won't tell Reki, Reki will be really mad at him and their relationship might end.

It was the weekend. Me and Langa didn't talked since that night.

I was always looking at my phone, at the poster, at my name on it..

"Special invitation.."

He wanted to skate with me but why..? Is it because I'm Rekis sibling? Or because I know "Snow" his all time lover? Why? Why do you want me to skate with you Adam?

As I was thinking I got a call from.. Miya??

Miya was my best friend, until Langa came here. I did not replace him, he wanted to replace himself. I wanted to hang out with him every time but he refused to be with me. We didn't talked in a while so it wad suprising he called but I knew what was it about.

I took the call.

"Autumn.." He said. "Miya, I know" "Please don't do it.. You know how Adam is.. You won't survive!!" He said. I could hear that he was panicking over it. "Miya calm down, please.. I don't know if I'm going yet.." I said. Miya calmed down a little. "Did Reki see it?" "No, Langa stopped him from looking at the poster" "Did you talked about this with Langa?" "Yes"

We started to talk, we talked for 2 hours straight and then we both said our goodbye and hanged up.

I looked at the poster once again and I saw the "sign now" button flashing..

I.. Will.. Click on it..