Idk

Wrong

I remember the first photo he showed me of him. I really though at start he looked weird not gonna lie. Still his eyes was so beautiful. I dont lie believe me, he had sparkle blue eyes, I always loved blue eyes, I felt so happy to see his eyes, it was the most beautiful kind of blue I ever saw..
As maybe i didn't say, i never cared about looks, so any thing about him that seem a bit out of places got used to me.
I accepted his looks and loved him for that.
At start he was the embarrassed baka to dont show his face very often, but in time he did it and me as well.
Every day was better than the other.
Tho I remember, almost when I finished school, my teacher took us in a trip.
I was happy that time to have a boyfriend because I could finally enjoy something after a long time.
I remember the day I promised him I wont ever drink, because I saw that disturbed him, and I tried my best to dont do it.
In the trip I barely could have any network but still I texted him and did my best to do it because I missed him so much I could go crazy..
I always spent time talking to my bestie but that time was different.. I could not give the most attention to her when I had the most important person right texting me.
I talked to him and showed him photos all my trip, and when night came we played T or D.
It was funny because after that I came with an idea of a new game. I do photo and he must remake it.
Each photo of us was funny in its way.
My best friend gone to other room later and it was just me and him talking and enjoying that time.
I kept my promise to dont drink even if my bestie did it.
But trust me, it was more hard than I imagined XD
Lucky that he took my attention.

When he gone sleep because he was sleepy I continued to talk to my bestie.
It was the moment we talked about our boyfriends 😶
Like a girlie talk, but it was exciting, we kept talking a lot about them and things they did.
They looked like they did the same somehow which was funny XD
Somehow both of them was talking like 2 pervert dummys which amused both of us.

After we finished talk we gone sleep as well.
When i woke up I was confused a lot because I couldn't find my phone and I was a bit panicked.
I always woke up with Max in my mind, it mattered so much to me, it was the first person I always wanted to text because It always made me happy.
Found my phone under the bed somehow, idk how it gone there tho lol.

When we started to take our way to the next destination I saw many stored.
Im not gonna lie, I hate love things a lot, but I saw a changing squid(change from happy to mad) and I felt for the first time that I wanted one.
And I bought it tbh, as a sign of my relationship, something I could sleep with and remember me of him.
It was and it's still the best thing I ever have, and I'm happy I bought it that day.
He maybe though I'm acting like a kid but I always played with toys for kids Bec didn't have much in my childhood.

Many things happened that day, when I almost reached home I was trembling a lot because I was feeling bad. (I don't feel the best going with cars 😶)

Everything was perfect that day.
Specially when I had someone to care about me, it was the most special day and not because I was having fun, but because there was someone to talk to me and never told me to say less.

Days passed, and I got used to his sweetness, his words, and everything.
Once he told me that he let his parents know about me, I really took it as he loved me enough when I heard that.
The best was that som times he gone sleep when I did, and never let me feel bad and made sure I slept well.
He changed his habits I didn't like and replaced them with good ones instead.

And that was the moment I loved him with all my heart and decided to put my everything and do my best for both of us to meet and be tg.

But... Nothing lasts forever isn't it?
Nothing might be permanent, even tho I though it can be.

Thats all for now, the story will change, because things are very dif in what I will say from now.