Me

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Hi! I'm Izzy and I love animals and the brain. I'm great at maths and literacy and everyone knows this but no one knows about the issues that I have and I feel as though no one understands them.

You see I'm part of a rich family and can buy almost anything (my room is covered in brain and animal fact posters). I have a good group of friends. (most of them don't like me but I'm rich so they put up with me). but none of them understand me; They don't get the feeling I get when they go out on a bright sunny day or how the noise of lights gets too loud.

Sometimes I get this horrible feeling after awhile I asked to go to the bathroom. When I get there I hide in there for awhile. I let myself hyperventilate. I start crying and sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me.

Before school every day I practice how to react to things. How I should sound when I speak. I rehearse conversations in my head. Only when I'm alone do I let myself flap my hands and repeat my favourite sentences from the day. Sometimes I chew on things or jump up and down. Some people say I have no filter. (I don't know what they mean when they say that no one has a filter we aren't objects)

Just edited this (25th October 2024) and I can say that I'm pretty sure there's no mistakes (spelling or punctuation) so uh yeah!
- stay safe and healthy

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