Love and war

The beginning (geralds pov)

how did I  get here why did I get here why dose him leaving break my heart it's been a year since the start of my journey all because of him. he wreaked everything for me he is  the reason my sister is missing. he is  the reason I cant sleep at night knowing lily could be hurt and he just runs of after starting this. i wish i can go back and never enter that new toy store. I wish I could go back and never love him. here is how it all started  It's been a tough week. I hate college and I hate Enzo's stupid handsome chiseled face. Why dose he have to transfer to my class.
for back up information Me and Enzo used to date but that ended when he cheated on me . then I was the idiot  to get back with him. he cheated again and again why cant I eave him. he doesn't really have a lot of personality  but his  toxic chiseled face. His blue dreamy eyes and ohh those abs are what keep me running back to him  "OK STOP IT GREALD. I know your dreaming of Enzo but you need to let it go."  "But Charlie that's so difficult. that man is hot so hot I'm in love " " I know you think your in love but your in love with his abs and he cheated on you so many fucking time  it's going to be difficult like we said he is hot but you can't keep being the fool. Trust me I know how it feels."  "I'm trying Charlie but it's difficult. I really loved him." " look I understand but you can find a hotter man go on bumble that way you can be with someone hot and that wont cheat on you  or take a break from men ." "I will figure out something. hey do you want to come to the toy store with me Charlie ." Charlie grumbles ''seriously a toy store " "I promised my sister for her birthday I would get her two toys since I missed her last birthday   " "Oh fine i will come maybe I you will find a sexy toy store man Greald just rolls his eyes as they exit his dorm ." 
At the toy store 
when we walk in is where it really begins the toy store because he stands out to me his blond long hair and green eyes which is abnormal for blond hair people. he was tall and very handsome. as I am walking around the store I pick out a Barbie set for my sister. ''Is that everything for you.'' the handsome cashier asks. ''yea maybe a birthday bag for my sister and a date'' all I could he hear was his chuckles ''hear a bag perfect for your sister and I recommend you buy a fruby with that purchase of yours. they are the hot topic your sister will freak out'' ''yea sounds I will get that as well how much is it'' his voice cracking as he talks, Charlie could not just help but stand there laughing at me and my fail to get a date. ''yea that will 130.25 is your total and I get of work at 7 so maybe I will see you outside. have a nice day.'' me and Charlie walk out screaming are heads out I got a date with a man who defiantly  winked at me. '' greald you have A DATE with a very acctractive man 100 times better then Enzo we have to get back and you ready. '' really  its 3 I Have 4 hours I'm going to my dorm to rest by myself.'' I walk to more hearing the sounds of fake crying in the background .  it was almost 7 when I heard noises I must have fallen asleep with the tv on but when I looked up it when black and all i can hear is noises shouting join us JOIN us JOIN US .