Part 16: Maybe it's just me

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Stupid little dreams, oh, how they gleam,

Waiting for my midnight scream, a twisted scheme.

Laughter escapes, rips through my seams,

As water ripples, mocking my broken sense of a team .


Wishing I could live as carefree as tomorrow,

But I'm shackled by self-made lies, sorrow I borrow.

I'm a liar, a cheat, a master of deceit,

Yet no one hurt me, it's myself I mistreat.


There's no horrid tale of woe to confess,

Just trying to escape this tormenting mess.

Am I being dramatic? Hell, maybe I am,

A liar, cheat, a fraud, a self-made sham.


My facades crumble, it's all coming down,

People think they know me, wear a deceptive crown.

But what they see daily, it's not truly me,

I'm a cheater unscathed, they fail to decree.


I wish they'd stop, this adoration so wrong,

For I know I'm a fake, a charade for so long.

A person I despise, myself I condone,

No remorse in this heart, cold as stone.


I'm a fake, you see, that's all I've ever been,

A life of pretense, a twisted, ugly sin.

Madness and sadness, anger and hate,

In this chaos of lies, I seal my fate.


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(A/N) heh, I have literally nothing to say about myself

hope you liked it?

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