I Want The One I Can't Have

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TRENT'S POV

I decided to change the topic, I didn't want to make Cody uncomfortable, after what felt like hours Cody told me he had to go since he had some plans with Noah. I decide to tease him a bit about him and Noah because I know for sure they like each other but both are too scared to admit it.

After he leaves I just start thinking that now I know that Justin is in a serious relationship, I just want to get rid of my feelings. Should I distance myself from him? Should I-

My thoughts slowly disappear since I fell asleep after all the social work I did that day.

I wake up to my phone ringing, I pick it up and see who is calling me and not to my surprise it was Justin. We talk on the phone for some minutes and then he asks if we can meet up, something I can't decline.

We decide to meet up at a cafe since he wanted to talk to me about something and he said I was the most reliable of his friends, I can't deny that. His modeling friends just talk about modeling stuff i guess, Cody doesn't give any good advice (from what I have seen) and Harold, well, he's Harold. Before leaving I decide to check my e-mails to see if I got the job at the cafe where Gwen works, and to my surprise I did! I replay to their e-mail thanking them for the opportunity and making sure I don't make any grammatical mistakes.

I close my laptop, grab my keys and check my hair before stepping out the door. I get in my car and start driving with Google Maps opened on my phone since Justin told me he wanted to go to a new cafe that just opened up. I get to my destination and what do I see? A cat cafe.

Oh, Justin.

A disappointed sigh comes out of my mouth. Doesn't he know I am allergic to cats? Does he have short term memory loss? What the fuck Justin. I decide to wait for him outside and after less than three minutes he arrived with sunglasses and a cap I guess just so his fans don't go crazy if they see him.

We greet each other with a hug and he tells me we should go in the cafe before it gets full. "Justin... Dude." "What? Is there something on my face?" He asks taking one of his seven mirrors and looking at himself for any imperfection which I don't think he has. "Im allergic to cats." I replay pointing at a cat on the window of the cafe. "Oh! Fuck, sorry. You know my brain hasn't worked for about 16 years." I laugh at his comment and say it's fine, he tells me we can just walk around while we talk and I agree.

We start walking and I ask him what's the important thing he wanted to talk to me about. "Well you know I have a girlfriend right?" I stay silent for a bit before responding. "Yep, do you need help with a present or is it girl advice? I know you're bad with those things." He laughs and denies with his head. "I want to break up with her."

YEEEES YAYYYYY!

"Why?" I ask trying to hide the excitement I felt. "She's not the one you know.. I like other types of people." He replays while kicking a rock on the street with his feet. "So what is your type?" I ask him with curiosity. "I don't know.. I've dated every type of girl thinking I've found the one but I'm always wrong." "Fuck I wish I could help, sorry man." "You can help me breaking up with my girlfriend haha." He says while giving me his phone. "You're breaking up with her by TEXT?" I pick his phone, I turn it on and the first thing I see is his wallpaper which is a picture of him and me we took the other day at band practice. "I look ugly in that pic." He says while looking at his wallpaper. "Why did you put it as a wallpaper then? haha." "Because you look pretty."

WHAT? HELP?

I know my face turned so red at that comment. "What? N- I mean, I don't know.. um thanks." "No problem." He says while giving me a smile. I turn my head to his phone again trying to ignore my heart going faster each second.

I look at the chat with his girlfriend and most messages, sent by Justin, were really dry. He didn't even respond to the last message she send. While writing his breakup text I realize I am not good at this. "You can send this, I don't know." "Yeah sure." He send it after not even reading it. "Thanks man." He says giving me his shiny smile which distracted me a lot, making me hit my forehead on a pole.

"FUCK!" I say while rubbing my forehead because of the pain. "ARE YOU OKAY? WHAT HAPPENED?" He says grabbing both of my hands, really worried. "You distracted me with your beauty." I say while laughing...

Was that too direct? I hope he takes it as a joke.

JUSTIN'S POV

Was that a joke or was he serious?

I look for the wound on Trent's massive forehead, no offense. It's cute nevertheless. After seeing there wasn't any grievous injuries I let out a big relieve sigh. "You're okay." "Yeah, don't worry."

I smile at him and he looked the other way, did I have something on my teeth? I check myself on the mirror and I catch Trent looking at me. I look back at him and he just stays quite.

Weird.

TRENT'S POV

Should I confess right now? I mean we're here walking, just the two of us. "I have a math exam next week." He says breaking the awkward silence. "Oh, why are you studying so much?.. you're going to become intelligent." I say whining, I like dumb Justin. "Shut up!" He says hitting me softly on the head.

...

After half an hour of walking and going into random stores to not buy anything, we got to my house. Justin was in my bed just scrolling some videos on his phone while also showing me some. I, on the other hand was just thinking about kissing him.. Was that weird? I don't know.

JUSTIN'S POV

Is thinking like this biologically correct? I mean why do I feel weird around him. A guy.

Trent takes out his guitar and starts to tune it, which catches my attention. "Can you teach me?" I ask him which confuses him. "What?" He asks back. "I think playing the guitar is something that could get me more girls, you know? Being a model isn't enough, I need more talents." "Why do you need more girls dude?" He asks looking down at his guitar.

I don't really know...?

"I mean wouldn't your fans be more happy knowing that you're single? just saying." He says without even letting me replay the other question. "Yeah I guess you're right. Can I listen to you play?" He looks at me again giving a genuine smile which I give back. "Sure."

He starts playing a song from his favorite band, I think. He played his guitar like it was nothing which was really awesome to me, how did he do that? I did get distracted by his hands but not in a weird way. I just.

"What's the name of that song?" I ask. "I want the one I can't have!" He replays excited. "Oh is that one from your favorite band?.. What was it called..." He answers before I could even think. "THE SMITHS YES! ... sorry I got excited."

TRENT'S POV

How can he just sit there and look so beautiful. I did just confess with that song, I mean maybe it is not a love song but i literally want the one I can't have, please take the hint Justin or don't.

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Im sorry for late upload, I've been really busy with school and stuff.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 16, 2023 ⏰

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