You know that feeling where you think you love someone but they say such asshole-ish things that you wanna stop going to school but its still better than staying at home with your stepdad? I don't know why the hell I had to fall for my bully. The guy that's alway pushing me around i don't know what to-
"Jake" I hear snapping me out of my writing.
"Y-yeah?" I reply back
"You're going to be late for school."
"Okay I'll be down in a sec." I say as I close my journal and stuff it in my bag. I pick my bag up and open my door.
'Wonder how today's ganna go!' I think to myself as I walk out the front door and down to the end of my driveway and turn right as I put my headphones in and turn my music on for the walk to my bus stop at the end of the street. I dazed out for a minute while listening to "Tongue tied" by Marshmello, Youngblood, and MGK.
A few minutes later, my bus pulled up and the other kids that had arrived at the stop got on along with me who still had loud music on. I walked towards the back of the bus and sat down by the window. I normally sit back here to avoid Jarid and most of the time it works. Once in a while he'll come back here just to torture the hell out of me. Like last week, when he got on he came back here and sat in my seat and pushed me up against the window. It hurt. So why do I like him? Because according to my step dad I'm stupid. I'm actually pretty smart but, whatever he says.
A few stops later, Jarid got on looking directly at me with a smirk before sitting down with his friends. 'Shit. Todays not ganna be good." I thought as I slugged down in my seat turning my music up more. I quietly hummed to my music a little. It wasn't long before we reached the school. Everyone got up and lined up in the aisle to get off.
As soon as i got off, I walked towards my locker only to be pulled into a dark room by someone and pushed up against a wall. I heard the door close. The person who had pulled me in walked up to me. I realized who it was.
"J-Jarid." I stuttered in shock. "I-I really don't want to fight right n-" I got cut off by a forceful kiss on the lips.
"Hmph" I pulled away "W-what was that for?"
Jarid took both my hands and pinned them above my head with on of his hand and put his other hand around my waist pulling my body closer to his.
