Everything and Nothing

Everything and Nothing

One slight wrong touch and I would be over board, lost in the sea of death, forever. My heart quivered as I heard those words repeating in my head lost, death as if it were the only option to die and never fly. Rain pour, I lay in my boat, giving all I ever had up. Something was in the water, I could feel it. Something big, something unforgivable.

The small boat in which I lay my head flips. The dangerous waters fear I shall not give in. Water wraps around me forcing my lungs to collapse and swallow the unforgivable sea. Still I flounder helplessly as if I were in a pond that has iced over. No way to get out, no way to survive. I now am truly lost as I give in completely. My mouth drops as I begin to sink.

Water rushes into my mouth and down throat filling my lungs. I say goodbye to the world I know as the darkness of the water envelopes me. I hear a scream that slices through my brain like a bread knife through hot butter as i watch everything go, disintegrate, disappear forever.

I feel the darkness creeping up my spine towards my head. Then I felt a shiver of everything and nothing.