i care what you think...

[Remembering]]

A young man with short messy hair was sitting on the couch looking at his phone deleting every photo of the girl he used to love...

After he deleted all of the photos he put his phone down, walked over to his couch, and sat down.

"What am I doing here... I should've died a long time ago..."

He rested his head on his hands and started rubbing his eyes.

I don't think I'll ever forget it...

[the incident + first pov]]

Ji-a was leaving for college since she passed the entrance exam and I didn't. everyone was giving her goodbye notes, and flowers and taking photos with her... Especially that guy... Shi-hoon...

She blushed and smiled making me feel jealous and... Sad?

I just let out a sigh and was about to walk away when I felt someone grabbing my shoulder making me turn around and blush.

It was Ji-a.

"Hey [M/n] why the long face?" She said and giggled.

"it's... Nothing..." I said rubbing the nape of my neck but she knew what the problem was. "Hey... Don't worry if you fail the entrance exam for university, I'll be waiting for you 𝙄 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚..."

She said lifting her pinky at me and I smiled slightly and wrapped my pinky around hers.

"Now Loosen that sad face and let's take a photo!" she took out her phone and pulled me close to her.

Her breasts squeezed on my chest.

"H-hey you're too close," I said blushing and she laughed.

That would be the last time I'll ever see her...

I missed her so much... Where are you now Ji-a?

The sound of someone's hand slapping the table woke me from my thoughts and I looked to see who it was.

It was Ms. Sae-Hyun.

"M-Ms. Sae-Hyun... Y-You Know Ji-a?!" I asked slightly confused and happy at the same time.

She Smiled And Nodded, "Yeah I have the same classes as her"

A smile slowly started forming on my face as I happily stood up.

"Do you know where she is?" I asked trying not to sound too excited.

Her smile disappeared and she looked down...

"Y... Yeah..."

"Can You take me to her... Please?"

She rubbed the nape of her neck and nodded.

[The Apartments]]

She knocked on the door and I stood beside her nervously and swearing a little.

I'll finally see her again... And confess my feelings towards her-

The door opened revealing none other than... Wait... No... Is that...

Shi-Hoon...

"Oh Hyun finally we were about to start without you come on in," he said before noticing me and my eyes widened, and look at Sae-hyun.

"Y...You Know This Guy...?" I asked and she looked away... Blushing?

"Hey Did Sae-Hyun Come Alre-"

My heart broke and my eyes started to form tears...

"J-Ji-a?"

She was in her underwear and bra and probably wearing the guy's shirt.

She was also surprised to see me.

I fell to my knees and saw that Shi-hoon started laughing and pulled her onto the bed and started kissing her body and removing her clothes.

I couldn't look away... It's killing me... I felt tears falling from my eyes.

"hey guys stop it a little we have this underclassman here," she said but I felt the jealousy in her voice.

"oh sorry Sae-Hyun come here," he said pulling her and feeling her body as well.

"hold on Ji-a was here first so you have to wait," he said and started to kiss her again.

My body shook they were pretending as if I wasn't here...

Why can't I move?

Please... Stop... Why fate... Why?

I saw Sae getting close to me and unzipping my pants.

"Sorry [M/n] I really need this right now,"

I snapped and shoved her out of my way and I hit the floor pretty hard making my fist bleed.

"STOP JUST FUCKING STOP!" I yelled and they stopped looking at me and I pointed at Ji-a.

"YOU... YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULD WAIT FOR ME... STAY WITH ME AND MARRY ME BUT YOU LIED... you... Lied..."

I then stood up and slammed the door and started walking away until I heard Ji-a and Sae-Hyun yelling in pleasure...

I wiped a tear off my face and walked down the stairs...

𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙉𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨...

[Chapter Two End]]