i care what you think...

[We Have Bad News...]]

I look down to see a cat... Painfully meowing.

She's not pregnant mind you... It's dying.

I get on my knees and pet it slowly to remind it that it's not dying alone.

I'm here for them...

As it died there I stood up and walked away before I closed my eyes and saw myself sitting in class not paying attention.

My mind hurts... I'm afraid I feel something is causing it maybe it's just my body doing its thing reminding me that I need to drink water.

Or... Could it be that something is eating my brain?

No, it can't be true, I'm healthy and stay away from anything dangerous or contagious.

I look down and let out a frustrated sigh before I look back up and see... A black slimy snail moving at a very very slow pace.

Walking up to it... I see that it has a little crack on its shell.

It's best if I just grab it and

Squeeze it.

It's ending it's pain, right?

Well here goes nothing as when I grabbed the snail I just smashed it.

Its poor little body just went limp as everything around me started to swirl just like the snail's shell and eyes from above looked down at me.

Like God Judging me

I blame him for ruining my life...

I blame him for leaving me to die when I needed him...

I blame him for...

BEEP BEEP BEEP

"Ugh..."

Sitting up I grabbed a mirror and looked at myself to see if I wasn't bleeding again.

Nothing, thankfully.

I grabbed my phone and turned it on to see a notification pop up.

"Doctor Appointment results"

I remembered now, I few weeks back I made a doctor's appointment since lately I've been bleeding out my nose and mouth a lot and it's gotten worse to the point I would faint and black out. I got tested and was told to come back after a week or so for the results.

I clicked the notification and saw the note that I wrote under it.

"Starts At 9:24"

It's currently 8:09 Letting out a tired sigh I get off the bed and into the bathroom to wash my face.

Going back out I grabbed some clothes and went back in to shower.

After a while I get out, changing and checking my phone to check the time.

[8:45]]

I checked the weather and saw it was gonna be a bit cold today so I walked downstairs and grabbed a jacket before putting on my shoes and going outside.

I breathed in the smell of a somewhat good morning.

The smell of coffee from a nearby Dunkin' Donuts hits my nose.

"Damn... Now I want a coffee."

I said to myself and walked over to the market.

Once inside the scent of coffee hit my nose even harder as well as the smell of doughnuts.

My stomach growled just by the smell.

I went up to the counter and bought a normal hot coffee and a Blueberry Cake (which is just a Blueberry doughnut)