Dearest Abigail,
I think I'm finally ready to write you your final letter.
To say I'm in love with you is an understatement. I spent 10 months adoring you and even though it was pure agony. I'd do it all over again with a smile on my face. You give me the most stupid smile, the same smile i get while listening to a really good song. The way I think about you is like music, A perfect symphony. No matter how much I replay it ad get sick of it, it will always be my favorite. I don't think I will ever love something as much as I love you. It's a scary thing to admit but sometimes we have to face our fears, even if that's admitting that my feelings got too heavy. It all got too heavy. I tried asking you why, I tried asking you why but you didn't tell me. I wish you could just tell me. Not a lie, not an excuse but just an explanation. I was losing myself trying to find you. Where are you Abigail? Still don't know where you are. I don't think you where ever there to begin with. Still, i miss you. Miss you like hell there's pain in my heart. I'm in pain, yeah but even though I miss you i don't think i want to find you. Decided you're not there anyways. Do you ever miss me? I mean enough to ask me if i miss you too? You never reach, so nothing happens. I have to except nothing will happen again. Cause you don't want to reach out. Sometimes, at night I beg the universe to give you enough courage to take that leap of faith. I'll be waiting with open arms if you do. It won't hurt i promise. Just come back to me. I still write all my shit in my little blue notebook. I think of you so much. I love you, really.
- yours truly
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Letters unsent
ŞiirAnonymous letters written to those who have broken the heart of a 14 year old boy. Letters who have never been delivered. Letter boy secretly wrote letters to people ad never gave them out. Short letters. New publisher (looking for feedback)
