AN: inspired by drinkyourfuckingmilk on tumblr she is the godess of levihan. Also, I know I'm using incorrect grammar and spelling with drunk Hanji; It's because she's drunk lol
He cradled her head in his arms. The rain was pouring down. He had a mixture of mud and blood on his hands and face. Normally, this would annoy him to no end. The mess that the rain made and with the addition of evaporating titan blood drove him insane. But not this time. All that mattered to Levi right now was Hanji.
He had known Hanji since he had been forced to join the Survey Corps. He remembered vividly how she was the only person who attempted to be kind towards Farlan, Isabel, and him even knowing their backround. After a few years, they became close friends. They shared odd things and watched out for each other.
"One day," a drunken Hanji had said after raiding Erwin's booze stash. "I'm gonna m-marry yew Levi. We'll have a big party and everyone in the c-corps will be invited."
He had scoffed at that comment.
"You're drunk, four eyes. You won't even remember you said this tomorrow."
"Y-yes I will!" Hanji slurred. She tried to get up, but instead fell face down on the hard floor. Levi sighed. He picked her up and dragged her out of the room.
She was an absolute idiot, but Levi liked that. He'd rather die than admit it, but Levi enjoyed taking care of Hanji. He liked forcing her to bathe and checking up on her when she spent hours cooped up in her filthy lab. He liked having someone to look after and take care of.
And now here he was. On his knees, sobbing over his comrade. Hanji's breathing was sharp and wispy. She was covered in blood, and it wasn't evaporating. Somehow, she managed to crack a grin.
"Well, this looks like a pretty bad injury. I wonder if Moblit is okay, I hope he is. It would suck if he died." Levi glared through tears.
"You are such a fucking shit," He barked. "You're internally bleeding and you ask about your assistant?!" Hanji chuckled, but it barely made a sound. "I'll never understand you four-eyes."
"No, you won't. And I doubt you ever will." replied Hanji. Her voice was now a whisper. Tears formed in her eyes and dripped down her face. "I can't believe it. I thought I could conquer the world. I thought I could solve the mystery to titans. But I was wrong, and now I'm going to die here without even being able to see humanity's freedom." There was a long silence.
"Oi, do you remember that time you were drunk and you said that we were going to get married and have a huge ass party with all the Survey Corps?"
"Yeah,"
"I'm still holding you to that, you shit. We are going to get married and throw a huge party, got it?" There was no answer. Levi looked down. She was gone, off to where his old comrades were. All with a big goofy smile on her face, gazing at the stars. He carefully removed her goggles and closed her eyes. Then he placed a kiss on her forehead.
"Goodnight, Hanji."
