It all began in the 3rd grade i had one best friend her name was Ariella we were never apart, never separated. She stuck by my side when I was being bullied because of my skin color. She would always tell me that the bullying would be over soon. About a month after she moved a and left me with my dark hours and desires. I never saw or heard from her again. Skip to the 5th grade I developed a figure, though I was on the thick side you could see them well. I was always into guys even my best friend John. My acquaintance , Taylor, knew I had a thing for him but she went on and dated him anyway.